Wednesday, December 31, 2003
12:01 AM
sigh i dint mean any harm la...
it's been blown out of proportion, okay... there WAS a disclaimer but nvm... i'm sorry... i'm really really sorry...
and all that stuff's been taken down alredi... dint know it'd get such a strong reaction... sorry...
it's been blown out of proportion, okay... there WAS a disclaimer but nvm... i'm sorry... i'm really really sorry...
and all that stuff's been taken down alredi... dint know it'd get such a strong reaction... sorry...
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Tuesday, December 30, 2003
5:31 PM
1.. What is the time right now: 1726
2.. Name: jason yang siew san
3.. Preferred Name: jason? haha.
4.. What are you wearing right now: shorts and t-shirt
5.. Star sign: cancer
6.. Where do you live: singapore
7.. Gender: male
8.. Single or taken: single
9.. Righty or Lefty: righty
10.. Hair color : black with brown streaks
11.. Eye color: dark brown
12.. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
13.. Birthday: 17 july
14.. Lucky Gem Stone: urm.. turquoise i think...
FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT ON GUYS::
1.. Boxers or briefs:
2.. Long or short hair:
3.. Dark or blonde hair:
4.. Tall or short:
5.. Six pack:
6.. Muscular arms:
7.. Good or bad guy:
8.. Hats or no hats:
9.. Ears pierced or not:
10.. Dimples:
11.. Studly or cutie:
12.. Dark or light eyes:
13.. Fat or thin:
14.. Jewellery or none:
15.. Curly or straight hair:
16.. Freckles or none:
17.. Indoor or outdoor:
18.. Shy or outgoing:
::FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT ON GIRLS::
1.. Regular underwear or G: urm... lacy underwear... haha. just kidding... whatever e girl is comfortable with
2.. Painted nails or not: non painted... dun like those girls with red fingernails that look like claws... haha.
3.. Bra or sports bra: uh... anything also can... again, whatever's comfortable
4.. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy: urm... cute, and sexy:)
5.. Dressy or casual: whichever makes her more comfortable...
6.. Dark or blonde hair: dark hair
7.. Long or short hair: anything also.. but not TOO short... heh.
8.. Dark or light eyes: dark...
9.. Long or short nails: nicely trimmed mid length:p ahah.
10.. Hat or no hat: hat? for what? haha. but it's up to her...
11.. Good or bad girl: good i guess...
12.. Fat or thin: not too thin not too fat...
13.. Hair up or down: urm.. hairband? haha.
14.. Jewellery on or none: earrings will be enuf:) plus maybe a ring if we're together.. duno...
15.. Short or tall: in between... but petite is nice:)
16.. Curly or straight hair: straight... but dun go rebond it pls...
17.. Pants or dress: haha. whichever she feels comfortable in...
18.. Tan or fair: TAN... dun need to be overdone but a nice tan is really a turn on...
19.. Freckles or none : none
20.. Indoor or outdoor: a good mix...
21.. Shy or outgoing: a good mix too:)
2.. Name: jason yang siew san
3.. Preferred Name: jason? haha.
4.. What are you wearing right now: shorts and t-shirt
5.. Star sign: cancer
6.. Where do you live: singapore
7.. Gender: male
8.. Single or taken: single
9.. Righty or Lefty: righty
10.. Hair color : black with brown streaks
11.. Eye color: dark brown
12.. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
13.. Birthday: 17 july
14.. Lucky Gem Stone: urm.. turquoise i think...
FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT ON GUYS::
1.. Boxers or briefs:
2.. Long or short hair:
3.. Dark or blonde hair:
4.. Tall or short:
5.. Six pack:
6.. Muscular arms:
7.. Good or bad guy:
8.. Hats or no hats:
9.. Ears pierced or not:
10.. Dimples:
11.. Studly or cutie:
12.. Dark or light eyes:
13.. Fat or thin:
14.. Jewellery or none:
15.. Curly or straight hair:
16.. Freckles or none:
17.. Indoor or outdoor:
18.. Shy or outgoing:
::FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT ON GIRLS::
1.. Regular underwear or G: urm... lacy underwear... haha. just kidding... whatever e girl is comfortable with
2.. Painted nails or not: non painted... dun like those girls with red fingernails that look like claws... haha.
3.. Bra or sports bra: uh... anything also can... again, whatever's comfortable
4.. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy: urm... cute, and sexy:)
5.. Dressy or casual: whichever makes her more comfortable...
6.. Dark or blonde hair: dark hair
7.. Long or short hair: anything also.. but not TOO short... heh.
8.. Dark or light eyes: dark...
9.. Long or short nails: nicely trimmed mid length:p ahah.
10.. Hat or no hat: hat? for what? haha. but it's up to her...
11.. Good or bad girl: good i guess...
12.. Fat or thin: not too thin not too fat...
13.. Hair up or down: urm.. hairband? haha.
14.. Jewellery on or none: earrings will be enuf:) plus maybe a ring if we're together.. duno...
15.. Short or tall: in between... but petite is nice:)
16.. Curly or straight hair: straight... but dun go rebond it pls...
17.. Pants or dress: haha. whichever she feels comfortable in...
18.. Tan or fair: TAN... dun need to be overdone but a nice tan is really a turn on...
19.. Freckles or none : none
20.. Indoor or outdoor: a good mix...
21.. Shy or outgoing: a good mix too:)
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3:38 PM
hmmm... realised that either one more person has started reading my blog, or someone i alredi know has tagged and dint give his/her name... hmm... newae, doesnt matter...
shucks, only like 2 more days to the start of school... and it sucks to the core... dun really wanna go back... first thing up is probation exam.. wth man... and summore we're supposed to report to school at the same time as everybody else... but the first paper, which is gp btw, starts at 945!!! so we actually will haf classes and talks on funorama or some crap BEFORE the exam... what wonderful mental preparation... maybe they're trying to tire us out so they can retain more ppl... haha. how kind of them... the school administration, not to mention most of the teachers, ARE REALLY SCREWED UP! there. said it... ahah.
think i'm gonna fail phys... which is kinda a shame... coz my tuition tr is really not a bad tr... just tt i'm too slack to do her work and give a damn abt phys... oh well...
shucks, only like 2 more days to the start of school... and it sucks to the core... dun really wanna go back... first thing up is probation exam.. wth man... and summore we're supposed to report to school at the same time as everybody else... but the first paper, which is gp btw, starts at 945!!! so we actually will haf classes and talks on funorama or some crap BEFORE the exam... what wonderful mental preparation... maybe they're trying to tire us out so they can retain more ppl... haha. how kind of them... the school administration, not to mention most of the teachers, ARE REALLY SCREWED UP! there. said it... ahah.
think i'm gonna fail phys... which is kinda a shame... coz my tuition tr is really not a bad tr... just tt i'm too slack to do her work and give a damn abt phys... oh well...
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Monday, December 29, 2003
12:03 PM
hmmm... just realised that ppl actually READ my blog... haha. very interesting:)
newae, watched hollow man last nite:p really fun movie... and kinda makes me wonder what i'd do with invisibility and what not... HEHEHEHE. but think i'd be damn embarrassed abt running arnd naked even tho nobody can see me... haha. and what happens if it's cold? eeks... icicles... haha. but i think it portrayed guys quite stereotypically... heh. first thing a guy does when he gets freedom and invisibility is to go screw the brains out of some chick... hmmm... not all guys are like that ya... haha. but it must be fun to make ppl jump and scream when u whisper their name or something and they see nobody there... ahahaha.
newae, watched hollow man last nite:p really fun movie... and kinda makes me wonder what i'd do with invisibility and what not... HEHEHEHE. but think i'd be damn embarrassed abt running arnd naked even tho nobody can see me... haha. and what happens if it's cold? eeks... icicles... haha. but i think it portrayed guys quite stereotypically... heh. first thing a guy does when he gets freedom and invisibility is to go screw the brains out of some chick... hmmm... not all guys are like that ya... haha. but it must be fun to make ppl jump and scream when u whisper their name or something and they see nobody there... ahahaha.
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Sunday, December 28, 2003
9:19 PM
if u read this... all the best...
hmmm... does her post abt reading too much into things mean ME? wah... if thats true then i'm truly sorry... but then if it isn't, i'm reading too much into things on her blog rite... kaoz...
hmmm... does her post abt reading too much into things mean ME? wah... if thats true then i'm truly sorry... but then if it isn't, i'm reading too much into things on her blog rite... kaoz...
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4:38 PM
a really old song... but one that brings on the tears...
Barry Manilow- Can't Smile Without You
You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
You came along just like a song
and brightened my day
Who would've believed that you where part of a dream
now it all seems light years away
now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile
now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me
and you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
Barry Manilow- Can't Smile Without You
You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
You came along just like a song
and brightened my day
Who would've believed that you where part of a dream
now it all seems light years away
now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile
now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me
and you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
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4:32 PM
i'm trying to keep the pain in...
of seeing someone u know u can out play on ur day play better than you, of not playing... and most of all, of seeing someone u love more than life itself drift away, to someone else... all bcoz the ability to speak and meet everyday eludes both...
can u feel my heart breaking... do u feel the pain... just let me know, so i'd show, that my feelings are still the same...
hmm... the feelings kinda just burst out... i mean, it hurts... but for ur sake i'm keeping it in... cept on this blog la... which is where it's supposed to come out rite...
of seeing someone u know u can out play on ur day play better than you, of not playing... and most of all, of seeing someone u love more than life itself drift away, to someone else... all bcoz the ability to speak and meet everyday eludes both...
can u feel my heart breaking... do u feel the pain... just let me know, so i'd show, that my feelings are still the same...
hmm... the feelings kinda just burst out... i mean, it hurts... but for ur sake i'm keeping it in... cept on this blog la... which is where it's supposed to come out rite...
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12:09 PM
hmm... dun really feel like blogging today... but according to wes it's supposed to be an everyday thing... oh well...
dunno why, i'm just really depressed... haven't had a good, meaningful or even fun conversation with her for a very long time... is this what they mean by drifting apart? i had hoped that we could remain close but well... figured out why hope means unreal expectation... sighz... then again, some ppl would just say i'm being sensitive... dunno la... i'm a screwed up guy... no wonder she doesn't like me...
dunno why, i'm just really depressed... haven't had a good, meaningful or even fun conversation with her for a very long time... is this what they mean by drifting apart? i had hoped that we could remain close but well... figured out why hope means unreal expectation... sighz... then again, some ppl would just say i'm being sensitive... dunno la... i'm a screwed up guy... no wonder she doesn't like me...
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Saturday, December 27, 2003
10:12 PM
hmm... 20k deaths in ONE day... kinda sad... i mean, life can be so short at times... should learn to treasure it... makes my problems with soccer and not playing pale in comparison... yet somehow when i read the news, it always seems like "the US pledges to send support" but that "support" arrives like dunno how many days too late... how can u ever save someone if they've been buried alive for something like FIVE days?? tsk...
well, soccer match today sucked... dint even manage to play for 5 minutes... and dint even touch the ball once... sigh...
and read on her blog that some guy has a crush on her... wth man... life and circumstance can crush you even better than a thousand tonnes of rubble sometimes...
well, soccer match today sucked... dint even manage to play for 5 minutes... and dint even touch the ball once... sigh...
and read on her blog that some guy has a crush on her... wth man... life and circumstance can crush you even better than a thousand tonnes of rubble sometimes...
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Friday, December 26, 2003
10:53 PM
just came back from some impromptu partying with the neighbours... haha. then took a shower... ahha. all the old folks were hobnobbing arnd the tables with wine and all... desperately felt like drinking but it would reflect badly on my parents, AND i've got a match tomorrow... hahah.
according to denise, chelsea's losing 4-2 to charlton now... hahaha. wonder how i wonder why... tsk tsk... chelski is falling apart... and it's NOT bcoz of the manager. really... somehow the players dun seem to be working as a team anymore... they dint really lose to teams like this LAST season... hmmm... but it gives arsenal an advantage i guess so i'm happy for you know who:) hahaha.
gonna sleep now... needa rest... good nite...
according to denise, chelsea's losing 4-2 to charlton now... hahaha. wonder how i wonder why... tsk tsk... chelski is falling apart... and it's NOT bcoz of the manager. really... somehow the players dun seem to be working as a team anymore... they dint really lose to teams like this LAST season... hmmm... but it gives arsenal an advantage i guess so i'm happy for you know who:) hahaha.
gonna sleep now... needa rest... good nite...
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6:34 PM
pics are up... haha. wes is prob gonna laugh his head off when he sees malay spelling:p
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5:37 PM
xmas party was so fun la... haha. 24% alcohol! woot... ahhaha. the after effects weren't very enjoyable tho... haha. but still kinda fun all the same:) ahhaha. drinking rocks my socks... hahaha. left for m'sia shortly after...
the room kinda sucked... only one window... and the pillows felt like they were stuffed with cardboard... haha. i mean, budget is budget but CARDBOARD?? tsk... ate dinner at this delightful roadside stall... ahha. their way of cooking veggies leaves nothing to be desired:) hahaha. singaporeans just can't do green veg properly:) ahha. but their meat cooking sucks... haha. singapore's meat is good:) hahahaa.
saw fiona xie at the golf course today.. haha. dint manage to take a picture with her this time... haha. she had this slightly fat man in a cap with her... haha. might be her bf but it's really weird to haf a bf like that when u look like her... hahaha. certainly sounded like her tho:p
oh well, so back home today... and grounded until exams are over... luckily mr how called me and said that econs probation paper was just 30 mcq and one drq! hahaha. so any 1sg4 bugger reading this, u know what to do:) STUDY LESS, SLACK MORE! haha. ciaox...
the room kinda sucked... only one window... and the pillows felt like they were stuffed with cardboard... haha. i mean, budget is budget but CARDBOARD?? tsk... ate dinner at this delightful roadside stall... ahha. their way of cooking veggies leaves nothing to be desired:) hahaha. singaporeans just can't do green veg properly:) ahha. but their meat cooking sucks... haha. singapore's meat is good:) hahahaa.
saw fiona xie at the golf course today.. haha. dint manage to take a picture with her this time... haha. she had this slightly fat man in a cap with her... haha. might be her bf but it's really weird to haf a bf like that when u look like her... hahaha. certainly sounded like her tho:p
oh well, so back home today... and grounded until exams are over... luckily mr how called me and said that econs probation paper was just 30 mcq and one drq! hahaha. so any 1sg4 bugger reading this, u know what to do:) STUDY LESS, SLACK MORE! haha. ciaox...
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Thursday, December 25, 2003
12:26 AM
wahh... my mum lets me out for the whole nite and i've got no one to go out with... tsks... haha. oh well.. hope tmr's lunch will be entertaining:)
just watched the green mile... really good movie... and oh so touching... tho the images of the guy getting electrocuted on the electric chair will haunt me for a very long time... i've been converted to a advocate of painless deaths... perhaps by lethal injection, or even life imprisonment at home... not even hanging... the movie was so saddening... and michael clarke duncan is a really good (and huge) actor... haha. wonderful movie....
MERRY CHRISTMAS to one and all!!!
just watched the green mile... really good movie... and oh so touching... tho the images of the guy getting electrocuted on the electric chair will haunt me for a very long time... i've been converted to a advocate of painless deaths... perhaps by lethal injection, or even life imprisonment at home... not even hanging... the movie was so saddening... and michael clarke duncan is a really good (and huge) actor... haha. wonderful movie....
MERRY CHRISTMAS to one and all!!!
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Wednesday, December 24, 2003
6:39 PM
hmm... not feeling very christmassy this year.. dunno why... it's like the fun and loving mood has left me... maybe it's coz everyone else is partying and having fun while i'm stuck at home... with only my com for company... how very depressing... so lonely... ah well...
cd burner dint work... just sent out the card in the end... argh
family christmas lunch tomorrow... no presents to exchange or anything though... after the lunch, gonna go to m'sia to slack... how boring... and haf to bring stuff to study too otherwise i'm dead for probas... for 2 or 3 days, cya...
cd burner dint work... just sent out the card in the end... argh
family christmas lunch tomorrow... no presents to exchange or anything though... after the lunch, gonna go to m'sia to slack... how boring... and haf to bring stuff to study too otherwise i'm dead for probas... for 2 or 3 days, cya...
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2:24 PM
hmm... training was canceled today... haha. joses called it an early christmas present... hahaha. but i wanted to train la... hahaha. newae, gonna go off to the post office soon.... heh. after burning the cd...
just read a piece of news that's very scary... in a nightclub, this lady got raped by 8 guys in full view of like 200 other ppl in the club... wth man... i mean, all 208 ppl deserve to burn in hell... u see a woman getting violated and u just watch? tts as good as raping her urself... despicable... and the bouncer helped the f*ckers to escape later... unknowingly, but do u think the lady would try to stop a taxi full of guys from leaving for nothing? idiot... what is the human race coming to...
just read a piece of news that's very scary... in a nightclub, this lady got raped by 8 guys in full view of like 200 other ppl in the club... wth man... i mean, all 208 ppl deserve to burn in hell... u see a woman getting violated and u just watch? tts as good as raping her urself... despicable... and the bouncer helped the f*ckers to escape later... unknowingly, but do u think the lady would try to stop a taxi full of guys from leaving for nothing? idiot... what is the human race coming to...
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Tuesday, December 23, 2003
10:56 PM
GAAHHH... my parents can be so irritating at times... wait online all nite to send something then send me off to bed before i can send it... wtf... and act as if they're the most perfect ppl on earth... wahh... big deal la, u sleep a lot... wtf...
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9:16 PM
hur... okay... so i've written all my cards... now all i've got to do is get my soft lazy ass down to the post office and post the cards... along with the surprise package... haha. tomorrow... MUST go down to the post office.. why the hell am i so lazy ah? it's just like a 15 minute bus ride down the road... and ANY BUS will get me there...wads wrong with me... tsk. wonder how much the whole surprise package will cost to post... not that it matters... mum also wants me to post some magazines for her to auntie evelyn in the uk... haha. wah... NOT veerrrry expensive ah... a NON expensive parcel:) haha. especially considering how much the damn magazine weighs... haha.
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6:13 PM
hmmm... phys tuition today was pretty good... haha. at least i understood some stuff... ahaha.
was hoping it wouldn't rain today... let the field dry summore... but evidently it didn't happen... tsk... wth man... so it's gonna be muddy tomorrow... blue or silver boots? hmm... oh there's gonna be a match on saturday... with numbers!:) haha. hopefully i get 14. would be marvellooouuusss if i did... but newae... haha.
shucks, procrastinated again and dint go to the post office to send out the xmas cards... haven't even started writing... tho i haf an idea of what presents to get and what not:p haha. still haf to shop for those though... hmmm... perhaps i could get it out tmr... heh. alredi got the list of songs written down... i need a censor tho:p hahaha.
was hoping it wouldn't rain today... let the field dry summore... but evidently it didn't happen... tsk... wth man... so it's gonna be muddy tomorrow... blue or silver boots? hmm... oh there's gonna be a match on saturday... with numbers!:) haha. hopefully i get 14. would be marvellooouuusss if i did... but newae... haha.
shucks, procrastinated again and dint go to the post office to send out the xmas cards... haven't even started writing... tho i haf an idea of what presents to get and what not:p haha. still haf to shop for those though... hmmm... perhaps i could get it out tmr... heh. alredi got the list of songs written down... i need a censor tho:p hahaha.
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Monday, December 22, 2003
9:46 PM
wahh... training sucked today man... the field was absolute shit... and i really mean shit... my boots looked like some guy with diaorrhea crapped on them at the end of the day... gahh. not to mention i played horribly la... NOT to mention... sighz...
think i'm letting joses and coach and all down lorz... i know i can play better... i know it... missed every damn shot i took, and the ones that i got on target were damn weak la... sigh... at least during the match i played better, tho only slightly... dribbling today let me down la... in fact just general ball control let me down... think i needa relax... at least i had ONE assist... one measly assist... tsk. oh well... wednesday training.. hopefully i'll get a sorta nice xmas present and do well...
though u DO know the ONE AND ONLY thing i want for xmas... but sadly tts a really far off xmas wish...
think i'm letting joses and coach and all down lorz... i know i can play better... i know it... missed every damn shot i took, and the ones that i got on target were damn weak la... sigh... at least during the match i played better, tho only slightly... dribbling today let me down la... in fact just general ball control let me down... think i needa relax... at least i had ONE assist... one measly assist... tsk. oh well... wednesday training.. hopefully i'll get a sorta nice xmas present and do well...
though u DO know the ONE AND ONLY thing i want for xmas... but sadly tts a really far off xmas wish...
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11:02 AM
hehe, just came back from math tuition... early in the morning... saw this kinda cute girl... looks a bit like cheryl lee... haha. but newae, just an interesting point in an otherwise straight forward tuition session... dint know parametric eqn qns were so easy... ahah. just differentiate and all... hmm..
going to buy xmas cards and teddybears as presents later... ahahah. gonna haf to leave so early just to get that all done before i go for training... hopefully i dun haf to stroll arnd holland vee for too long...hehe. oh well... off to slack now... ciaoz...
going to buy xmas cards and teddybears as presents later... ahahah. gonna haf to leave so early just to get that all done before i go for training... hopefully i dun haf to stroll arnd holland vee for too long...hehe. oh well... off to slack now... ciaoz...
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Sunday, December 21, 2003
9:41 PM
Congratulations! You're Legolas!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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whoa... haha. am i supposed to haf hordes of females drooling over me now or something? haha.
Earth
The Force of Nature Quiz
brought to you by Quizilla
oh yay. now i dunno whether to laugh or cry... who appreciates me nowadays...
You are a crow. You are mysterious and sexy. Your
eyes say what you're body won't. You are a
great human being and often go unnappreciated.
*** What Bird Are You? WITH PICTURES ***
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haha. oh wow... how damn accurate... cept for the mysterious and sexy part...
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9:22 PM
went all the way to m'sia today to accompany dad and mum to play golf... whew. tiring... and it's losing it's novelty.. doesn't really feel that fun anymore... hur... and they wanna go again on xmas day and day after... sigh... kinda sucks... but newae.. shall accompany them la... there's talk of going to bintan.. ahaha. BANYAN TREE!! i love the place:) haha.
hmm... training tomorrow... hopefully it doesn't rain and it doesn't get waterlogged, and it dries up... IT being the field... haha. then finally can play a good nice game of soccer in a way that is more on skills than just high balls... gahh.
hmm... training tomorrow... hopefully it doesn't rain and it doesn't get waterlogged, and it dries up... IT being the field... haha. then finally can play a good nice game of soccer in a way that is more on skills than just high balls... gahh.
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Saturday, December 20, 2003
10:52 PM
a list of unis in the US i can apply to with my results with a fairly good chance of getting in:(based on RESULTS ALONE only!!)
1.UCLA(yippeeyippeeyay)
2.Cornell (hooray! heard it's a nice campus. haha.)
3.Stanford (woot! dint know i was so smart:p hahaha. obviously i'll be the last one in:D)
4. UC Berkeley( ahaha. neeze says it's slid tho...)
5. Michigan (hmmm... considering this... it's at Ann Arbor)
6. NYU ( haha. state of the FREEDOM tower... am i the only one that thinks the name is really arrogant?)
heh. the following are the ones that i can try but with a small chance...
1. Yale (YOUR dream college)
2. Princeton( in new jersey hmmm... yea rite:p)
so... advice anyone? haha.
1.UCLA(yippeeyippeeyay)
2.Cornell (hooray! heard it's a nice campus. haha.)
3.Stanford (woot! dint know i was so smart:p hahaha. obviously i'll be the last one in:D)
4. UC Berkeley( ahaha. neeze says it's slid tho...)
5. Michigan (hmmm... considering this... it's at Ann Arbor)
6. NYU ( haha. state of the FREEDOM tower... am i the only one that thinks the name is really arrogant?)
heh. the following are the ones that i can try but with a small chance...
1. Yale (YOUR dream college)
2. Princeton( in new jersey hmmm... yea rite:p)
so... advice anyone? haha.
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10:21 PM
gahh... today's match was kinda weird... first of all, our sch field looked more like a swamp la... heh. mud puddles all over the place... then later, arnd 530 or so... the skies opened and torrential rain came pouring down... but no thunder and lightning! weird... i mean, these sortsa "showers" are normally accompanied by thunder and all rite... and it carried on raining... until ilke 930 i think... haha.
newae, the match was also screwed up by the rain... the ball was really just floating la... dint manage to move it very far... and very bad for a guy tt likes to dribble like me... wahh... dunno how many chances and attempts i got foiled in when it hit a puddle and stopped there... gahh... but i think i played erbeet better than last time la... hehe. think i shouted something damn stupid to sundeep when he was looking for who to pass to... hahaha. something like, "Sundeep! Release me!!" hahaha. sounds damn stupid when i think back... hahaha. but he released la... and guess what, i hit another puddle... think wes can start calling me puddleman... ahaha.
baby all i want for christmas... is you...
newae, the match was also screwed up by the rain... the ball was really just floating la... dint manage to move it very far... and very bad for a guy tt likes to dribble like me... wahh... dunno how many chances and attempts i got foiled in when it hit a puddle and stopped there... gahh... but i think i played erbeet better than last time la... hehe. think i shouted something damn stupid to sundeep when he was looking for who to pass to... hahaha. something like, "Sundeep! Release me!!" hahaha. sounds damn stupid when i think back... hahaha. but he released la... and guess what, i hit another puddle... think wes can start calling me puddleman... ahaha.
baby all i want for christmas... is you...
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11:30 AM
got my sat score yesterday nite.... wth man... 1380.. freaking sucks... now i needa take it again... sucks... hopefully i'll get like higher for verbal... and maintain for math... then i'll get like 1420 or so... haha. and that would be a lot better...
heard from someone tt debra from rgs is kinda a wild child.... hur... now THAT is interesting... hopefully there are more than one debras in rgs... ahaha. can't imagine debra quek, pure as she is being a wild child... hmmm.... tt would be reaaaalllly the end of the world... ahahah.
All I Want For Christmas Is YOU
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You...
All I want for Christmas is you baby... repeat)
by mariah carey...
change the him to her and you haf a song that would fit my feelings for xmas perfectly...
heard from someone tt debra from rgs is kinda a wild child.... hur... now THAT is interesting... hopefully there are more than one debras in rgs... ahaha. can't imagine debra quek, pure as she is being a wild child... hmmm.... tt would be reaaaalllly the end of the world... ahahah.
All I Want For Christmas Is YOU
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You...
All I want for Christmas is you baby... repeat)
by mariah carey...
change the him to her and you haf a song that would fit my feelings for xmas perfectly...
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Friday, December 19, 2003
7:47 PM
hmmm... just came back from a very unproductive studying session with debz... she did all the work and i just slacked... gahh. sorry debbie, not a very good studying partner to spur you on... heh. did a bit of econs that stole her dracula book to read:p haha. ate sashimi with her later... 80cents only!! hahaha. so cheap:p haha. dint know esplanade offered good food at such prices... haha.
on the down side, i've been having stomach trouble these few days... argh... feels like there's a washing machine in there.. spinning, tumbling... from flu to gastric problems... gah. is there no end to my physical torment? not to mention the psychological one... hmmm... another down thing, it was raining on the way back!! really torrential... splitter splatter... got wet crossing the road... hm... but walking back strangely i dint get that wet... could it be i walked thru the rain? hahaha. in between the raindrops:p haha. maybe i'm just wasting away to become a ghost or something.... haha. water passes rite thru me:p
match tmr... hopefully i'll get to play... but shite the field is gonna be so waterlogged... why can't gurmit singh stop being the moneypinching ass that he is and spend some money on getting our field done...
on the down side, i've been having stomach trouble these few days... argh... feels like there's a washing machine in there.. spinning, tumbling... from flu to gastric problems... gah. is there no end to my physical torment? not to mention the psychological one... hmmm... another down thing, it was raining on the way back!! really torrential... splitter splatter... got wet crossing the road... hm... but walking back strangely i dint get that wet... could it be i walked thru the rain? hahaha. in between the raindrops:p haha. maybe i'm just wasting away to become a ghost or something.... haha. water passes rite thru me:p
match tmr... hopefully i'll get to play... but shite the field is gonna be so waterlogged... why can't gurmit singh stop being the moneypinching ass that he is and spend some money on getting our field done...
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Thursday, December 18, 2003
11:40 PM
sighz... clinging on to the happy memories... of giving you gifts... of seeing ur smile... of listening to the sweet sound of ur voice... of the aura and sparkle of ur bubbly yet driven personality... ur aims, ur hopes... these are the sole things that i cling on to now... to try and ward off the darkness of yet another heartbreak...
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9:54 PM
just finished watching hero by zhang yimou... it's really a good show... ahah. dunno why some ppl said it was kinda stupid... the love/hate/in-between emotions between maggie cheung and whoever that bearded guy was was absolutely brilliant... ahah. and the swordfighting was neat too... but it kinda stretches reality when they start walking on water and all... heh. but i think the ultimately most poignant moment was the whole stretch of scenes where maggie cheung and the guy fought and he just let her kill him to show his devotion... aww... and after that, when jet li was shot full of arrows, the effect was absolutely wonderful... i'll never be able to see one of those self-imprinting face things without thinking of that effect... bloody brilliant... all those arrows and a man shaped space without arrows... woot.
would i let u kill me to show my devotion? absolutely...
would i let u kill me to show my devotion? absolutely...
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5:59 PM
hmm... realised that my mood is more mercurial than my boots...
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9:51 AM
The Greatest Pain in Life
The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to her graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.
The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.
Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.
The most selfish one letter word.....
"I"
Avoid It.
The most satisfying two-letter word.....
"We"
Use it.
The most poisonous three-letter word.....
"Ego"
Kill It.
The most used four-letter word.....
"Love"
Value it.
The most pleasing five-letter word.....
"Smile"
Keep it.
The fastest spreading six-letter word.....
"Rumour"
Ignore it.
The hardest working seven-letter word.....
"Success"
Achieve it.
The most enviable eight-letter word.....
"Jealousy"
Distant it.
The most powerful nine-letter word.....
"Knowledge"
Acquire it.
The most essential ten-letter word.....
"Confidence"
Trust it.
Chance or Choice
When we meet the right person to love, when we're at the right place at the
right time, that's chance.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance.
Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together
because of this) is not a choice. That's also a chance.
The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation,
that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want
to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling.
If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance.
That's choice.
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice.
Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive,
smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just
the same, that's choice.
Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A choice that we make.
Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true
about this: Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it
happen.
I do believe that soul mates do exist. That there is truly
someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're
going to do something about it or not. We may meet our soul mates by chance, but
loving and staying with our soul mate is still a choice we have to make.
We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love...
BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly..
The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to her graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.
The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.
Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.
The most selfish one letter word.....
"I"
Avoid It.
The most satisfying two-letter word.....
"We"
Use it.
The most poisonous three-letter word.....
"Ego"
Kill It.
The most used four-letter word.....
"Love"
Value it.
The most pleasing five-letter word.....
"Smile"
Keep it.
The fastest spreading six-letter word.....
"Rumour"
Ignore it.
The hardest working seven-letter word.....
"Success"
Achieve it.
The most enviable eight-letter word.....
"Jealousy"
Distant it.
The most powerful nine-letter word.....
"Knowledge"
Acquire it.
The most essential ten-letter word.....
"Confidence"
Trust it.
Chance or Choice
When we meet the right person to love, when we're at the right place at the
right time, that's chance.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance.
Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together
because of this) is not a choice. That's also a chance.
The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation,
that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want
to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling.
If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance.
That's choice.
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice.
Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive,
smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just
the same, that's choice.
Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A choice that we make.
Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true
about this: Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it
happen.
I do believe that soul mates do exist. That there is truly
someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're
going to do something about it or not. We may meet our soul mates by chance, but
loving and staying with our soul mate is still a choice we have to make.
We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love...
BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly..
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9:39 AM
platonic since the beginning indeed... never had a chance did i? oh well... shouldn't haf been so ego to expect that i would haf had a chance in the first place...
going out to study tomorrow... hope it'll be fruitful like the last time...
going out to study tomorrow... hope it'll be fruitful like the last time...
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Wednesday, December 17, 2003
9:28 PM
hmmm... has anyone ever heard of a 24 hour flu bug? haha. being sick yesterday totally sucked... aching all over, woozy, world spinning arnd me... hurm... bad. but after a slight overdose on flu pills and pain relievers i'm physically on top of the world today! haha. training!!! heheh. first time i've really looked forward to training... heh. hope the field is fairly dry today... i'm gonna be wearing white and it'll suck if i'm brown at the end of training:(
shit, just realised i got something like 2 weeks left to probation and i've barely started studying... maybe like 1 topic of econs? NOT very unprepared la... luckily all my "studying" papers are at the end of the exams so i've got ERBEET more time to study... only erbeet. hurhur...
shit, just realised i got something like 2 weeks left to probation and i've barely started studying... maybe like 1 topic of econs? NOT very unprepared la... luckily all my "studying" papers are at the end of the exams so i've got ERBEET more time to study... only erbeet. hurhur...
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6:58 PM
hmm... just came back from "training"... wth man, i'm really a retard la... went all the way down there and realised i left the key that i needed to bring at home... damn. haha. but newae, watched them train for a while... attendance today was kinda sad... only 16 or so ppl... and joses and me couldn't train so it was kinda sad watching them la... wonder whether i'm gonna play in saturday's match...
she msged today! haha. damn happy... shite. hope u dun read this... i mean, it'd bring things back to what they were before wouldn't it?
she msged today! haha. damn happy... shite. hope u dun read this... i mean, it'd bring things back to what they were before wouldn't it?
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2:16 PM
wth man... if YOU (not denise) are reading this, then fuck off... sorry if i can't live up to ur expectations of being a guy's guy la... with all the macho crap shit and wat fuck... sorry if i decide to show my feelings, sorry if u dun like it... sorry if i'm not the type that says "okay, you wanna leave me, fine. i'll just go to another girl" if thats ur definition of being a guy then maybe it's better to be gay... wtf man... u give guys a bad name...
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2:00 PM
wth... now i can't go training all bcoz my dad thinks i haven't recovered yet... wth la... i gtg down and pass them the key tho... maybe i can sneak in and play a bit... sighz... sucks... why can't he just trust me and understand that i'm recovered?? he'll most likely say that i'm not fit enuf to play on saturday too... wtf... can't stand it when he's overprotective like this...
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003
1:09 AM
wahhh... just finished 1 and a half hours of phys... gahh. i'm tired to the bone... wth, i'm sick also la... had a whole load of problems concentrating on what she was teaching... today's tuition really feels wasted... gahh. i'm not cut out for phys... think i'm gonna fail quite miserably... even with the tuition... hope i can pass math and econs... EEO... ahaha. a VERRY high target... hurhur...
parents want a short holiday getaway from the 24th to the 27th... should i go?
hahaha. ayatollah? hmm... never knew my calling was as a muslim religious leader in iran... haha.
parents want a short holiday getaway from the 24th to the 27th... should i go?
hahaha. ayatollah? hmm... never knew my calling was as a muslim religious leader in iran... haha.
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Monday, December 15, 2003
9:41 PM
haha. without coach james arnd, training is kinda slack... coach calvin is seriously slack... ahahah. scored today... and set up one for shawn... hmmm... poor mark, it was a tidal wave of attacks against him... heh. but it felt really good to beat him with something so "flair"-ish as a flick over him... hahaa. but i definitely could do better... aside from tt, my day was pretty uneventful... hur... shucks... phys tuition tomorrow... dun really look forward to it... she can be... overzealous at times... gahh... one and a half hours... wahlau... gonna fall asleep after that man....
yet another day of leaving you alone... the torment seems to be unbearable...
yet another day of leaving you alone... the torment seems to be unbearable...
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11:41 AM
discover your jack-o-lantern face @ quiz me
hmmm... happy halloween... tho erbeet late... these survey things are addictive...
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all riiiteee.. maybe i can get a job as a dj... wahahha.
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11:36 AM
FIRSTS:
- First best friend: david.
- First real memory of something: hmmm. the sugar train at hawaii?
- First car: urm... i hope it'd be a BMW z4, or a BMW X5
- First date: gahh... would anybody go on a date with me?
- First break-up: nv been attached...
- First job: heh. working for no pay at mum's office
- First screen name: lambchops?
- First self purchased album: err... album?
- First pet: trusty and jumbo, two beagles...
- First piercing/tattoo: never had any
- First true love: oh damn... sob
- First enemy: hmmm.. gurmit singh?
- First trip: from hk to singapore...
- First play/musical/performance: heh. makanplace by act3
LASTS:
- Last cigarette: i'm never gonna smoke.
- Last big car ride: to desaru?
- Last good cry: good cry? as in cry for a good reason? never...
- Last library book checked out: heh. urm... p5?
- Last movie seen: matrix revolutions...
- Last beverage drank: ice water...
- Last food consumed:sambal prawns?
- Last crush: dorcas? haha.
- Last phone call: laura or denise.. can't remember...
- Last tv show watched: star wars?
- Last time showered: midknight:p
- Last shoes worn: my adidas superstar mgrs
- Last cd played: a burnt cd...
- Last item bought: a bottle of water...
- Last annoyance: the fat ang moh byetch
- Last disappointment: WAHAHHAHA. dun start:'(
- Last soda drank: coke
- Last ice cream eaten: vanilla with strawberry sauce...
- Last time wanting to die: just this morning...
- Last time scolded: haven't been a demon for a long time... no scoldings...
- Last shirt worn: last nite... op shirt...
- Last website visited: blogger.com
- First best friend: david.
- First real memory of something: hmmm. the sugar train at hawaii?
- First car: urm... i hope it'd be a BMW z4, or a BMW X5
- First date: gahh... would anybody go on a date with me?
- First break-up: nv been attached...
- First job: heh. working for no pay at mum's office
- First screen name: lambchops?
- First self purchased album: err... album?
- First pet: trusty and jumbo, two beagles...
- First piercing/tattoo: never had any
- First true love: oh damn... sob
- First enemy: hmmm.. gurmit singh?
- First trip: from hk to singapore...
- First play/musical/performance: heh. makanplace by act3
LASTS:
- Last cigarette: i'm never gonna smoke.
- Last big car ride: to desaru?
- Last good cry: good cry? as in cry for a good reason? never...
- Last library book checked out: heh. urm... p5?
- Last movie seen: matrix revolutions...
- Last beverage drank: ice water...
- Last food consumed:sambal prawns?
- Last crush: dorcas? haha.
- Last phone call: laura or denise.. can't remember...
- Last tv show watched: star wars?
- Last time showered: midknight:p
- Last shoes worn: my adidas superstar mgrs
- Last cd played: a burnt cd...
- Last item bought: a bottle of water...
- Last annoyance: the fat ang moh byetch
- Last disappointment: WAHAHHAHA. dun start:'(
- Last soda drank: coke
- Last ice cream eaten: vanilla with strawberry sauce...
- Last time wanting to die: just this morning...
- Last time scolded: haven't been a demon for a long time... no scoldings...
- Last shirt worn: last nite... op shirt...
- Last website visited: blogger.com
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9:48 AM
sigh... woke up today and realised... i can't get over you.. no matter how much i want to do it for you i can't... dun ask me for something that i can't give...
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Sunday, December 14, 2003
11:41 PM
dinner today was quite good... ahaha. shangri la buffet... i know if YOU saw this you'd say tt i'm a rich kid, everytime eat buffet... memories... sigh. newae, dad got guai laned by some fat ang moh b*tch... he tried to be helpful and she glared at him and corrected his pronounciation in a very guailan way... tsk. doesn't pay to be nice nowadays... watched sw ep1... heh. it's been a long time since i was interested:) haha. felt like i went back to childhood... quite interesting:)
oh ya... saw this bunch of ah lians at shang... haha. really ah lian... down to dyed blond hair and mini skirts and what not... haha. the type that only ah bengs would find interesting... ashley would've been really turned on... ahahaha.
seeing couples together really makes me envious... sighz...
oh ya... saw this bunch of ah lians at shang... haha. really ah lian... down to dyed blond hair and mini skirts and what not... haha. the type that only ah bengs would find interesting... ashley would've been really turned on... ahahaha.
seeing couples together really makes me envious... sighz...
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3:55 PM
i n f o r m a t i o n
01. name: jason
02. single or taken: single...
03. sex: male
04. b'day: 1707
05. sign: cancer
06. siblings: nope
07. hair colour: black with streaks of bronze?
08. eye colour: dark brown
09. shoe size: US 9.5
10. height: 174:) all rite:)
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? josh, david, wes, songloo... mostly ppl i confide in...
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? HAHAHAH.
03. did you send this to your crush? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ahem.
04. did your crush send this to you? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. sadly, no.
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? errrr dun really shop...
02. any tattoos or piercings? nope
s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? not unless i'm sick...
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? clairol herbal essence.. i've got the urge:p
03. what are you most scared of? rejection and losing the people i love.
04. what are you listening to right now? simple plan- addicted
05. who is the last person that called you? urm. denise? or was it laura? confused...
06. where do you want to get married? heh. church? but i'll most likely never get married la...
07. how many buddies are online right now? 5? haha. not signed in...
08. what would you change about yourself? everything? haha.
f a v o u r i t e s
01. colour: black, white, blue...
02. food: char kway teow, food court teppanyaki jap food:)
03. boys' names: ryan. christopher...
04. girls' names: D names? heh. charmaine's nice too:)
05. subjects in school: econs!:D
06. animals: urm... no particular fave...
07. sports: soccer, running...
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? my dog?
02. smoked? no...
03. bungee jumped? will try eventually...
04. made yourself throw up? nope..
05. skinny dipped? like i'd tell you...
06: ever been in love? HAHAHAHA.
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? nope.. i face the consequences of what i do...
08. pictured your crush naked? HAHAHA.
09. actually seen your crush naked? WAHAHHAHAA...
10. cried when someone died? hmmm...
11. lied: i'd be lying if i said i didn't...
12. fallen for your best friend? i'm not gay.
13. been rejected? HAHAHA.
14. rejected someone? yea i guess...
15. used someone? nope... hope i never do..
16. done something you regret? yea... lotsa stuff...
c u r r e n t
clothes: t shirt and boardshorts.
music: simple plan's addicted
make-up: i dun wear make up!
smell: rain?
favourite artist: picasso? ahahaha.
favourite group: Simple Plan, Blink 182, LINKIN PARK!! haha.
desktop picture: the matrix code...
book you're reading: nothing....
cd in player: burnt cd...
dvd in player: i take out the dvds once i'm done...
colour of toenails: urm... the colour i was born with?
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: hmmm... in what way? physical or feelings?
hugged: mum? dunno sia...
you imed: what's imed?
you yelled at: no one... i bottle anger up inside...
you kissed: no one...
a r e | y o u
understanding: i'd like to think so...
open-minded: yea?
arrogant: hopefully not...
insecure: absolutely
interesting: after u ppl read this probably not...
random: not really...
hungry: had lunch alredi...
smart: WAHHAHA. u think? NOOO
moody: at all times of the day:)
hardworking: nope.
organized: my room looks like a warzone... u make ur own conclusions...
healthy: yea... thank goodness for training...
shy: hmm... if i say i'm shy what am i doing this survey for?
difficult: perhaps...
attractive: hahahaha attract punches and insults...
bored easily: for certain things...
messy: oh yeah...
responsible: nooo
obsessed: HAHAHA. yeah:)
angry: hmm.. nope
sad: HAHHAH. yeah:)
happy: not really...
hyper: after vanilla coke? haha.
trusting: not anymore...
talkative: i guess so...
legal: waadddd
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: myself
slap: nobody...
get really wasted with: haha. keith my drinking buddy!
get high with: dunno...
look like: someone hot? haha.
talk to offline: you.
talk to online: you too:)
r a n d o m
in the morning i am: asleep.
all i need is: you?
love is: in those couples all arnd..
i dream about: anything... my dreams are kinda scary...
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: vanilla coke
flowers or candy: i'd give both...
tall or short: tall...
o p p o s i t e | s e x
what do you notice first: hmm... looks, body?
last person you slow danced with: i've not danced...
worst question to ask: so how's u and...
who makes you laugh the most: urm.. haven't laughed lately....
who makes you smile: no one but you.
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: erm... you? oh and weird freaked out feeling must be that swimmer couple who make out and touch each other in plain sight all over school... yech...
who do you have a crush on: HER. hahahah.
who has a crush on you: nobody does, nobody has, nobody ever will:)
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: wth is IM? if it's instant msg as in online chat then yea...
save conversations: heh. automatic feature of msn messenger rite?
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: yech never...
wish you were younger: sometimes...
cry because someone said something to you: DUH.
n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: wad heart... try finding the pieces...
of hearts i have broken: zero?
of guys i've kissed: NONE
of girls i've kissed: NONE
of continents i have lived in: 2
of tight friends: a few...
of cds i own: too many to count...
of scars on my body: 6 or 7
of things that i regret: too many...
y o u r | t h o u g h t s
i know: that i'm a loser...
i want: you...
i have: lost someone i never had.
i wish: that i could spend xmas with you...
i hate: studying and man utd
i fear: rejection and losing the ppl i love
i hear: raindrops? haha.
i search: for love and acceptance
i wonder: if i will get anywhere in life
i regret: not getting that 1 mark for C math...
i love: you forever and ever...
f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
01. do you like filling these out: i dunno...
02. how many people are you sending this to: zilch. zip. nada.
03. who will send it back: most likely no one.
04. least likely to send it back: wesley? haha.
05. gold or silver: silver's good... gold is erbeet ahbeng:p
06. what was the last film you saw at the movies: matrix revolutions...
07. favourite cartoon/anime: transformers? haha.
08. what did you have for breakfast this morning: bread and choc cake...
09. who would you love being locked in a room with: AHAHAHHHA. guess.
10. could you live without your computer: might not be able to...
11. would you colour your hair: done alredi...
12. could you ever get off the computer: DUH
13. habla espanol: si
14. how many people are on your buddy list: msn abt 70, haven't even counted icq...
15. drink alcohol: yeah mostly when depressed...
16. like watching sunrises or sunsets: sunsets... can't wake up for sunrises...
17. what hurts the most: watching the one say she wants to leave u alone...
01. name: jason
02. single or taken: single...
03. sex: male
04. b'day: 1707
05. sign: cancer
06. siblings: nope
07. hair colour: black with streaks of bronze?
08. eye colour: dark brown
09. shoe size: US 9.5
10. height: 174:) all rite:)
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? josh, david, wes, songloo... mostly ppl i confide in...
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? HAHAHAH.
03. did you send this to your crush? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ahem.
04. did your crush send this to you? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. sadly, no.
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? errrr dun really shop...
02. any tattoos or piercings? nope
s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? not unless i'm sick...
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? clairol herbal essence.. i've got the urge:p
03. what are you most scared of? rejection and losing the people i love.
04. what are you listening to right now? simple plan- addicted
05. who is the last person that called you? urm. denise? or was it laura? confused...
06. where do you want to get married? heh. church? but i'll most likely never get married la...
07. how many buddies are online right now? 5? haha. not signed in...
08. what would you change about yourself? everything? haha.
f a v o u r i t e s
01. colour: black, white, blue...
02. food: char kway teow, food court teppanyaki jap food:)
03. boys' names: ryan. christopher...
04. girls' names: D names? heh. charmaine's nice too:)
05. subjects in school: econs!:D
06. animals: urm... no particular fave...
07. sports: soccer, running...
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? my dog?
02. smoked? no...
03. bungee jumped? will try eventually...
04. made yourself throw up? nope..
05. skinny dipped? like i'd tell you...
06: ever been in love? HAHAHAHA.
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? nope.. i face the consequences of what i do...
08. pictured your crush naked? HAHAHA.
09. actually seen your crush naked? WAHAHHAHAA...
10. cried when someone died? hmmm...
11. lied: i'd be lying if i said i didn't...
12. fallen for your best friend? i'm not gay.
13. been rejected? HAHAHA.
14. rejected someone? yea i guess...
15. used someone? nope... hope i never do..
16. done something you regret? yea... lotsa stuff...
c u r r e n t
clothes: t shirt and boardshorts.
music: simple plan's addicted
make-up: i dun wear make up!
smell: rain?
favourite artist: picasso? ahahaha.
favourite group: Simple Plan, Blink 182, LINKIN PARK!! haha.
desktop picture: the matrix code...
book you're reading: nothing....
cd in player: burnt cd...
dvd in player: i take out the dvds once i'm done...
colour of toenails: urm... the colour i was born with?
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: hmmm... in what way? physical or feelings?
hugged: mum? dunno sia...
you imed: what's imed?
you yelled at: no one... i bottle anger up inside...
you kissed: no one...
a r e | y o u
understanding: i'd like to think so...
open-minded: yea?
arrogant: hopefully not...
insecure: absolutely
interesting: after u ppl read this probably not...
random: not really...
hungry: had lunch alredi...
smart: WAHHAHA. u think? NOOO
moody: at all times of the day:)
hardworking: nope.
organized: my room looks like a warzone... u make ur own conclusions...
healthy: yea... thank goodness for training...
shy: hmm... if i say i'm shy what am i doing this survey for?
difficult: perhaps...
attractive: hahahaha attract punches and insults...
bored easily: for certain things...
messy: oh yeah...
responsible: nooo
obsessed: HAHAHA. yeah:)
angry: hmm.. nope
sad: HAHHAH. yeah:)
happy: not really...
hyper: after vanilla coke? haha.
trusting: not anymore...
talkative: i guess so...
legal: waadddd
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: myself
slap: nobody...
get really wasted with: haha. keith my drinking buddy!
get high with: dunno...
look like: someone hot? haha.
talk to offline: you.
talk to online: you too:)
r a n d o m
in the morning i am: asleep.
all i need is: you?
love is: in those couples all arnd..
i dream about: anything... my dreams are kinda scary...
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: vanilla coke
flowers or candy: i'd give both...
tall or short: tall...
o p p o s i t e | s e x
what do you notice first: hmm... looks, body?
last person you slow danced with: i've not danced...
worst question to ask: so how's u and...
who makes you laugh the most: urm.. haven't laughed lately....
who makes you smile: no one but you.
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: erm... you? oh and weird freaked out feeling must be that swimmer couple who make out and touch each other in plain sight all over school... yech...
who do you have a crush on: HER. hahahah.
who has a crush on you: nobody does, nobody has, nobody ever will:)
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: wth is IM? if it's instant msg as in online chat then yea...
save conversations: heh. automatic feature of msn messenger rite?
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: yech never...
wish you were younger: sometimes...
cry because someone said something to you: DUH.
n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: wad heart... try finding the pieces...
of hearts i have broken: zero?
of guys i've kissed: NONE
of girls i've kissed: NONE
of continents i have lived in: 2
of tight friends: a few...
of cds i own: too many to count...
of scars on my body: 6 or 7
of things that i regret: too many...
y o u r | t h o u g h t s
i know: that i'm a loser...
i want: you...
i have: lost someone i never had.
i wish: that i could spend xmas with you...
i hate: studying and man utd
i fear: rejection and losing the ppl i love
i hear: raindrops? haha.
i search: for love and acceptance
i wonder: if i will get anywhere in life
i regret: not getting that 1 mark for C math...
i love: you forever and ever...
f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
01. do you like filling these out: i dunno...
02. how many people are you sending this to: zilch. zip. nada.
03. who will send it back: most likely no one.
04. least likely to send it back: wesley? haha.
05. gold or silver: silver's good... gold is erbeet ahbeng:p
06. what was the last film you saw at the movies: matrix revolutions...
07. favourite cartoon/anime: transformers? haha.
08. what did you have for breakfast this morning: bread and choc cake...
09. who would you love being locked in a room with: AHAHAHHHA. guess.
10. could you live without your computer: might not be able to...
11. would you colour your hair: done alredi...
12. could you ever get off the computer: DUH
13. habla espanol: si
14. how many people are on your buddy list: msn abt 70, haven't even counted icq...
15. drink alcohol: yeah mostly when depressed...
16. like watching sunrises or sunsets: sunsets... can't wake up for sunrises...
17. what hurts the most: watching the one say she wants to leave u alone...
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2:55 PM
hehe. just finished a good lunch at the duck rice stall at south buona vista road... food is truly one of the finest pleasures in life:) heh. met josh there too! haha. he managed to get out of him home imprisonment for a while:p hahaha. newae, back to studying sigh... will try to blog later if i've got the chance...
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1:12 PM
pics are up...
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Saturday, December 13, 2003
8:01 PM
oh yea... had quite an interesting talk with laura last nite... heh. on how u might not be the right one for ur right one, and how ppl tend to compromise... hmmm... to make this clear, there's no emotion involved, just tt it's an interesting point... how many ppl actually marry their dream partner? most normally compromise and marry a good substitute dun they? they'll find a person that has admirable traits that may make up for their shortcomings... so in that case, pursuit of the one that feels right is a hopeless cause? food for thought...
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7:01 PM
whew.. damn tired today... training in the morning, tuition in the afternoon... and i had something like 6 good hours of sleep last nite...sigh... training today was literally washed out... heavy drizzle, so we had to do physical... first part was kinda fun... sprinting up 5 storeys worth of steps... haha. gym was okay... tho kinda boring.. just used it to work out the whole body... field work kinda sucked... got tackled so damn hard my knee nearly broke i think.. certainly can't take my weight now la... grrr...
had a really good meal in between training and tuition... heh. teppanyaki has to be one of the best foodcourt stalls ever:p oh i can't believe i nearly got kicked out of SICC all bcoz i was wearing my quiksilver slippers... and this guy wearing these ah pek slippers just walked rite by me and got away with it la! grrr... double standards...
tuition was okay, tho i missed a 4.6 class outing all bcoz i had cheena tuition... talking abt chinese, i'm damn worried for my aos... dunno why the worry suddenly hits me now, but i'm really worried i'm gonna fail chinese... for the first time in my entire life...
sigh.. i'm thinking of you all the time... can't get you out of my head... do u know how much u mean to me?
had a really good meal in between training and tuition... heh. teppanyaki has to be one of the best foodcourt stalls ever:p oh i can't believe i nearly got kicked out of SICC all bcoz i was wearing my quiksilver slippers... and this guy wearing these ah pek slippers just walked rite by me and got away with it la! grrr... double standards...
tuition was okay, tho i missed a 4.6 class outing all bcoz i had cheena tuition... talking abt chinese, i'm damn worried for my aos... dunno why the worry suddenly hits me now, but i'm really worried i'm gonna fail chinese... for the first time in my entire life...
sigh.. i'm thinking of you all the time... can't get you out of my head... do u know how much u mean to me?
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Friday, December 12, 2003
10:55 PM
ripped this joke off mandy's blog... but it's damn funny...
Inland Revenue Department
Revenue House
Singapore
Tel: 61234567
Date: 1st Dec 2003
Attention: ALL MALE TAXPAYERS
Dear Sirs,
Re: Notice of Increase in Tax Payments
The only thing the Inland Revenue Department, Singapore, has not yet taxed is your Ding Dong. This is due to the fact that 40% of the time, it's hanging around umemployed, 20% of the time it is pissed off, 30% of the time it is hard up and 10% of the time it is in the hole. On top of it, it has two dependants and they are both nuts. Therefore, by March 2004, your Ding Dong will be taxed accordingly to its size.
To determine your category, please insert this information in page 2, section 7, line 3 of your standard Income Tax Form:
10-12 inches Luxury Tax ($50.00)
8-10 inches Pole Tax ($45.00)
6-8 inches Privilege Tax ($35.00)
4-6 inches Nuisance Tax ($20.00)
Anyone under 4 inches can file for a rebate under defects. However, those with items exceeding 12 inches must file under Capital Gain. Please do not request for an extension.
Yours Sincerely,
Head of Inland Revenue
Inland Revenue Department
Revenue House
Singapore
Tel: 61234567
Date: 1st Dec 2003
Attention: ALL MALE TAXPAYERS
Dear Sirs,
Re: Notice of Increase in Tax Payments
The only thing the Inland Revenue Department, Singapore, has not yet taxed is your Ding Dong. This is due to the fact that 40% of the time, it's hanging around umemployed, 20% of the time it is pissed off, 30% of the time it is hard up and 10% of the time it is in the hole. On top of it, it has two dependants and they are both nuts. Therefore, by March 2004, your Ding Dong will be taxed accordingly to its size.
To determine your category, please insert this information in page 2, section 7, line 3 of your standard Income Tax Form:
10-12 inches Luxury Tax ($50.00)
8-10 inches Pole Tax ($45.00)
6-8 inches Privilege Tax ($35.00)
4-6 inches Nuisance Tax ($20.00)
Anyone under 4 inches can file for a rebate under defects. However, those with items exceeding 12 inches must file under Capital Gain. Please do not request for an extension.
Yours Sincerely,
Head of Inland Revenue
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10:14 PM
just came back from e lguard bbq... hmmm... erbeet dead la... only 12 ppl... and laura dint come... but i talked to weize for a while and he understood where i was coming from... at least got someone tt understands the pain i'm going thru... but he was lucky... at least he managed to get back together... had a good talk abt women and their guilty or feel bad feelings... hmm. back to the bbq, the food was okay, tho the fire was abt as dead as the thing itself... heh. but playing table tennis was a relaxant... so to speak... heh. the ppl at the bbq were definitely interesting tho.... jesse was just happily massaging ziyuan and jason and ruoxi were so close together you'd be forgiven for mistaking them for conjoined twins... ahah. they got jason lim a pair of lime green swimming trunks:p scandalous... newae, training tomorrow... hope i can do better than last time...
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3:56 PM
Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.
"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."
The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.
As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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ah shite... unrequited love...
You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...
You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.
Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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wah mutherfcuk... damn accurate... mature? hmmm...
Your element is Spirit. You are above most Earthly
things or like to think you are. More
mysterious than any of the other elements and
twice as dangerous. You tend to be a loner and
whatever you belive in it verges on fanatical.
Be careful because Spirit has no true substance
and can get lost.
What's your element
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wahaha. so i'm dangerous and above earthly things am i? fcuk.
You're unsure whether you really want to smile or
not.You just curl your lips up at the corners a
bit and let that get you through your day.You
don't have all the answers,and you certainly
don't feel like going out to look for them.Stop
being so indecisive.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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how bloody true... dunno whether i've got ANYTHING to smile abt...
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3:39 PM
oh ya... heh. went to the gym yesterday to try and work off my frustration and hurt... but dint really work la... all i did was a 2.4km run, chin ups, and some machines for legs and chest... oh plus sit ups... heh. but dint work in getting my mind of the pain... gahh. training tomorrow... wonder how i'm gonna survive...
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3:06 PM
gahh... blogspot ate my prev post... now i gotta do it again... newae, went to dragon gate restaurant at harbourfront yesterday... had a really delicious meal... even tho i dint really haf the appetite... hmm... 1 large bowl of sharksfin soup, 2 seabass, 4 servings of beef, 4 servings of softshell crab, 2 servings of fried mantou, 2 servings of tofu, 2 servings of oatmeal prawns, 1 pepper crab, 2 servings of broccoli with mushrooms, fried rice, oh and sago for dessert... heh. talk abt a feast... dunno la, dint really really enjoy myself... but the company took my mind off things for a while... listened to wesley's poor sad story of how he got mind controlled by some mat bomoh to give him his number and name... heh. poor wesley... sigh.. somehow life doesn't seem that interesting anymore... not without her gone... dun haf motivation to do anything... got no appetite, and work seems like more of a chore than before... sigh... dunno if i should go for bbq tonite... maybe laura can help... heh. last time i talked to her i came out of it feeling better... should i go? tsk....
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2:50 PM
my first entry on a blog... think i'll probably keep this straightforward and simple...
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