Wednesday, March 31, 2004
10:47 PM
today was kinda funny... had a short day, it being a wednesday, and we finally got our supp class timetable sorted out... eheh. the worst thing abt today was that the school organized some leadership talk for us that lasted until 5 something... what rubbish. left halfway... felt kinda bad tho, since it's a waste of dad's money... but the stuff they teach u doesn't work at all! i mean, reading their survey thing, they asked whether we believed that leadership was a matter of influence... i alredi disagree with that. i mean, it's more abt intiative and leading from the front rather than how many ppl u can control and command isn't it? kinda disturbing....
watched the japan singapore wc qualifier match... i must say i'm very proud of singapore for holding japan for most of the match... was quite a travesty to lose to japan in the 84th minute... really unlucky goal... but such is football... oh and that said, i'm seriously jealous of the jap team... grrrr...
Listening To: Secret Garden- You Raise Me Up
watched the japan singapore wc qualifier match... i must say i'm very proud of singapore for holding japan for most of the match... was quite a travesty to lose to japan in the 84th minute... really unlucky goal... but such is football... oh and that said, i'm seriously jealous of the jap team... grrrr...
Listening To: Secret Garden- You Raise Me Up
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Tuesday, March 30, 2004
7:23 PM
x.you keep a diary? is a blog counted?
x.you like to cook? haha. can cook...
x.you have a secret you have not shared with anyone? wouldn't be much of a secret if i said it here rite...
x.you fold your underwear? yeaa....
x.you talk in your sleep? if i knew i wouldn't be asleep rite...
x.you set your watch a few minutes ahead? hehe. urm... dunno...
x.you bite your fingernails? sometimes...
x.you believe in love? rather disillusioned and unrequited...
LAST:
x.movie you rented? urm... borrowed resident evil from lionel
x.movie you bought? urrrhhhh can't remember
x.song you listened to? heh. read the prev. blog entry...
x.song that was stuck in your head?
x.CD you bought? nothing...
x.CD you listened to? urh... burnt cd...
x.person you've called? denise, not picked up tho. haha.
x.person that's called you? mom
x.TV show you've watched? law and order? haha.
x.person you were thinking of? urh... denise and her grades? shu and her hair? wesley and his bs? haha.
DO:
x.you wish you could live somewhere else? yeah... a nice palace would do:)
x.you believe in online dating? ppl wouldn't date me after knowing me face to face, why would they date me after online stuff?
x.others find you attractive? if they do i dun know abt it...
x.you want more piercings? hur? dun even have ONE.
x.you drink? in moderation... haha.
x.you do drugs? urm.... if u count medicine for cold...
x.you smoke? yech. NO WAY.
x.you like cleaning? not really...
x.you like roller coasters? yeah they're quite fun...
x.you write in cursive or print? a mix of cursive and print...
x.you carry a donor card? as in blood donor? no...
HAVE YOU:
x.ever cried over a boy/girl? yeah... sigh
x.ever lied to someone? i try not to... but yes i have...
x.ever been in a fist fight? yea once...
x.ever been arrested? haha. hope tt never happens...
WHAT:
x.shampoo do you use? clairol herbal essences:) i've got the urge. haha.
x.perfume do u use? yech... not even metrosexuals use perfume... haha. i dun.
x.What shoes do you wear? adidas superstars, nike air zooms
x.you like to cook? haha. can cook...
x.you have a secret you have not shared with anyone? wouldn't be much of a secret if i said it here rite...
x.you fold your underwear? yeaa....
x.you talk in your sleep? if i knew i wouldn't be asleep rite...
x.you set your watch a few minutes ahead? hehe. urm... dunno...
x.you bite your fingernails? sometimes...
x.you believe in love? rather disillusioned and unrequited...
LAST:
x.movie you rented? urm... borrowed resident evil from lionel
x.movie you bought? urrrhhhh can't remember
x.song you listened to? heh. read the prev. blog entry...
x.song that was stuck in your head?
x.CD you bought? nothing...
x.CD you listened to? urh... burnt cd...
x.person you've called? denise, not picked up tho. haha.
x.person that's called you? mom
x.TV show you've watched? law and order? haha.
x.person you were thinking of? urh... denise and her grades? shu and her hair? wesley and his bs? haha.
DO:
x.you wish you could live somewhere else? yeah... a nice palace would do:)
x.you believe in online dating? ppl wouldn't date me after knowing me face to face, why would they date me after online stuff?
x.others find you attractive? if they do i dun know abt it...
x.you want more piercings? hur? dun even have ONE.
x.you drink? in moderation... haha.
x.you do drugs? urm.... if u count medicine for cold...
x.you smoke? yech. NO WAY.
x.you like cleaning? not really...
x.you like roller coasters? yeah they're quite fun...
x.you write in cursive or print? a mix of cursive and print...
x.you carry a donor card? as in blood donor? no...
HAVE YOU:
x.ever cried over a boy/girl? yeah... sigh
x.ever lied to someone? i try not to... but yes i have...
x.ever been in a fist fight? yea once...
x.ever been arrested? haha. hope tt never happens...
WHAT:
x.shampoo do you use? clairol herbal essences:) i've got the urge. haha.
x.perfume do u use? yech... not even metrosexuals use perfume... haha. i dun.
x.What shoes do you wear? adidas superstars, nike air zooms
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4:07 PM
been a fairly bad couple of days... feeling really under the weather, probably due to the fact that i've pushed myself to a new level in a really short period of time... phys, gp and econs everyday, esp until 1130 at nite, really drains you... really need to cut loose and go out once in a while... and the availability of ppl doesn't really help... seems like everybody is busy with training, self-study and what not... why can't ppl be free when i've finally got some time off???? argh....
oh wellz, met chiarmz in sch today... came with a friend of hers whom i can't remember... haha. dint even hear the name... she sat at one whole table of mg girls... to quote john(which is scary btw, quoting him) "the estrogen at the table is too much". or something like that... ONE WHOLE TABLE. gahh... haha. and they call me a MCP. women.
mr how was quite nice today... let me sleep thru econs coz i was really burnt out... quite shiok i must say:) haha. just dozed off on a row of chairs with my jacket over my face... only problem was that the side of the chair made me sleep in a very awkward position and now my back hurts... eheh. still, it was a good 1h sleep or so...
oh yea, i'm addicted to the music of secret garden. the haunting tones of the violin, flutes and piano, as well as the ethereal and enchanting sound of their vocals really relax me... heheh.
Listening To: Secret Garden- Moongate
oh wellz, met chiarmz in sch today... came with a friend of hers whom i can't remember... haha. dint even hear the name... she sat at one whole table of mg girls... to quote john(which is scary btw, quoting him) "the estrogen at the table is too much". or something like that... ONE WHOLE TABLE. gahh... haha. and they call me a MCP. women.
mr how was quite nice today... let me sleep thru econs coz i was really burnt out... quite shiok i must say:) haha. just dozed off on a row of chairs with my jacket over my face... only problem was that the side of the chair made me sleep in a very awkward position and now my back hurts... eheh. still, it was a good 1h sleep or so...
oh yea, i'm addicted to the music of secret garden. the haunting tones of the violin, flutes and piano, as well as the ethereal and enchanting sound of their vocals really relax me... heheh.
Listening To: Secret Garden- Moongate
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Friday, March 26, 2004
7:28 PM
had a pretty interesting day... school was kinda a bore... lessons as usual, and somebody really needs to tell daniel khor to STOP SHOUTING INTO THE MIKE. as if he doesn't set the volume loud enough, he goes on a sprays the poor microphone with his spittle when he raises his voice... max volume isn't enuf for him... he needs it even louder... he's as retarded as he looks... grrr...
went to ps with mark after sch, to meet deb while he met pc. walked to the counter at mac's to order a fries and a drink when some @!)(#&@(*!$& lousy angmoh decided to just cut my queue and walk up and start ordering... to compound the situation, the @!)(&#$)!@#& minah at the counter thot he was in the right... bloody spg. i decided not to let this by and said something to the effect of "OI, there's a queue u know!" the angmoh turned arnd and said "sorry buddy, dint see you..." then tried to step closer and intimidate me... i dint move a step... he then said something like "relax man..." and stepped in line... idiotic ang mohs... still think this is the colonial era... i must say, the govt and their asslicking of angmohs as foreign talent and what not doesn't help... rite. now i'm gonna get arrested by the isd and LKY's secret police for speaking out. haha.
Listening To: Kevin Kern- Sundial Dreams
went to ps with mark after sch, to meet deb while he met pc. walked to the counter at mac's to order a fries and a drink when some @!)(#&@(*!$& lousy angmoh decided to just cut my queue and walk up and start ordering... to compound the situation, the @!)(&#$)!@#& minah at the counter thot he was in the right... bloody spg. i decided not to let this by and said something to the effect of "OI, there's a queue u know!" the angmoh turned arnd and said "sorry buddy, dint see you..." then tried to step closer and intimidate me... i dint move a step... he then said something like "relax man..." and stepped in line... idiotic ang mohs... still think this is the colonial era... i must say, the govt and their asslicking of angmohs as foreign talent and what not doesn't help... rite. now i'm gonna get arrested by the isd and LKY's secret police for speaking out. haha.
Listening To: Kevin Kern- Sundial Dreams
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Wednesday, March 24, 2004
7:27 PM
Pretty smart and way romantic....
1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."
"READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13......
A boyfriend wrote this to his gf in this way bcoz the father did not approve of their relationship...
1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."
"READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13......
A boyfriend wrote this to his gf in this way bcoz the father did not approve of their relationship...
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Tuesday, March 23, 2004
9:35 PM
good god.... do u haf any idea of the amount of pressure i feel... the stress i can't bear? the pain i'm collapsing under? do u think i like the grades of EOF? f*ck. i hate you both....
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Sunday, March 21, 2004
9:59 AM
murhurhur.... so all those domineering, wanna be pampered girls... ahhahaha.
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9:59 AM
hurhur... induze last nite was kinda fun... barring the stupid bouncer tt had a problem with how baby faced i looked... grr... haha. but got in in the end.... ehe. i really need to invest in an ID. hahahaha. oh wellz... dint dance much, as expected... haha. drank erbeet too much tho... maybe like, 1 bourbon coke, 1 long island and 3/4 of a jug of vodka sprite:):) hahaha. came home and puked it all out:p hahahaha. but strangely, NO HEADACHE. ahahahha. nearly got into a fight... some idiot walked into me and went OI. fool... haha. apologized to avoid any police/bouncer action... haha. saw familiar faces there... in no particular order, shu, turtle, shao, siwei, wes, xiayue, majun, nas, joses, sunil, johnny, emil, jon lee, jiewei, dawn, kaiting, piggo, vanessa, chi, leanne, peng cheng, keith, etc etc.. haha. sorry if i can't remember EVERYONE i saw... to those who haven't gone clubbing, take my advice, dun mix ur drinks... unless u wanna puke ur guts out... hahahah. all in all, a wholly enjoyable experience... many thanx to piggo for inviting and helping me with the id, as well as rehan for actually getting the id... to the bartender who gave me a drink on the house, cheers mate... and to john who offered id then took it back... hahahahah.
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Saturday, March 20, 2004
6:27 PM
hurr... went to see the doc yesterday... out for 2 weeks with a groin strain... argh... and there isn't even a guarantee that i'll haf recovered by then... this is just a diagnostic period... gahh...
lawrence ang is really a bastard... wahlau, what is up with wearing slippers in school? everyone does it... and it's not like a crime to wear slippers to an educational institution... retard...
indusze tonight... to go or not to go... decisions, dilemma, dammit. how to go with a groin strain... haha. plus i gotta be home by 12-1230... how how......
Listening To: Black Eyed Peas- Hey Mama
lawrence ang is really a bastard... wahlau, what is up with wearing slippers in school? everyone does it... and it's not like a crime to wear slippers to an educational institution... retard...
indusze tonight... to go or not to go... decisions, dilemma, dammit. how to go with a groin strain... haha. plus i gotta be home by 12-1230... how how......
Listening To: Black Eyed Peas- Hey Mama
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Thursday, March 18, 2004
5:34 PM
*10 important things inside your backpack/schoolbag/wallet:
-cash
-books
-ezlink
-ic
-keys
-soccer boots
-nike water bottle
-nothing else is really THAT important...
*9 things that you really want right now:
- her
- more height
- better body
- tan skin
-talent
-a contract from real madrid
-a nice palace by the seaside
-bmwz4
-bmwx5
-sleep
*8 of your favourite foods:
-ghim moh char kway teow
-tiramisu. AHAHHAHAHAHA.
-crayfish
-buona vista duck rice and kangkong
-pasir panjang char kway teow
-prawns
-jack and jill potato chips
-vanilla coke
*7 of your closest friends (not in order):
-denise
-charmaine
-deborah
-wesley
-joshua
-david
-lionel
*6 of your fave movies:
-gladiator
-star wars series
-the truman show
-armageddon
-black hawk down
-enemy at the gates
-SWAT
*5 things in your room:
-bed
-cupboard
-aircon
-radio
-handphone stand
*4 things you ate/drank today:
-SOCC pancakes
-orange juice
-SOCC potato wedges
-coke
*3 things you couldn't live without:
- her
- oxygen
- water
*2 things you usually read:
-blogs
-textbooks? hahahahahah.
*1 person you can't forget:
- her
-cash
-books
-ezlink
-ic
-keys
-soccer boots
-nike water bottle
-nothing else is really THAT important...
*9 things that you really want right now:
- her
- more height
- better body
- tan skin
-talent
-a contract from real madrid
-a nice palace by the seaside
-bmwz4
-bmwx5
-sleep
*8 of your favourite foods:
-ghim moh char kway teow
-tiramisu. AHAHHAHAHAHA.
-crayfish
-buona vista duck rice and kangkong
-pasir panjang char kway teow
-prawns
-jack and jill potato chips
-vanilla coke
*7 of your closest friends (not in order):
-denise
-charmaine
-deborah
-wesley
-joshua
-david
-lionel
*6 of your fave movies:
-gladiator
-star wars series
-the truman show
-armageddon
-black hawk down
-enemy at the gates
-SWAT
*5 things in your room:
-bed
-cupboard
-aircon
-radio
-handphone stand
*4 things you ate/drank today:
-SOCC pancakes
-orange juice
-SOCC potato wedges
-coke
*3 things you couldn't live without:
- her
- oxygen
- water
*2 things you usually read:
-blogs
-textbooks? hahahahahah.
*1 person you can't forget:
- her
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5:22 PM
*10 of your favorite songs
-addicted
-an jing
-sorry seems to be the hardest word
-broken vow
-my immortal
-angel
-Yi Liao Bai Liao
-Ai Wo Bie Zou
-First Love
-I Drive Myself Crazy
*9 things that you wanna do
-haf fun
-get the grades
-get back in form
-get a nice body
-buy a Nokia 6100
-go out
-get more sleep
-get rid of eyebags
-recover from my injury
*8 things you enjoy doing most
-playing soccer
-sprinting
-spending time with her
-smsing
-chatting online
-listening to music
-stoning
-slacking
*7 favourite memories
-emerson's party
-meeting at funorama
-going to hawaii when i was three
-boarding school days
-acjc j1
-jacking wes abt jolene wee
-jacking tanya with rehan
*6 things you touch everyday
-handphone
-computer
-stationery
-toothbrush
-toothpaste
-tap
*5 things you do everyday
-go online
-brush my teeth
-listen to music
-wash my face
-slack
*4 things you are good at
-being rejected. hahahah.
-getting bad grades
-slacking
-creating weird menus for funorama stalls:p
*3 movies you'd watch over and over again
-gladiator
-ocean's eleven
-armageddon
*2 artists or bands you've seen live
-wacko jacko's dangerous concert
-does watching wes and lionel play count?
*1 person you'd spend your life with
-you alredi know who...
-addicted
-an jing
-sorry seems to be the hardest word
-broken vow
-my immortal
-angel
-Yi Liao Bai Liao
-Ai Wo Bie Zou
-First Love
-I Drive Myself Crazy
*9 things that you wanna do
-haf fun
-get the grades
-get back in form
-get a nice body
-buy a Nokia 6100
-go out
-get more sleep
-get rid of eyebags
-recover from my injury
*8 things you enjoy doing most
-playing soccer
-sprinting
-spending time with her
-smsing
-chatting online
-listening to music
-stoning
-slacking
*7 favourite memories
-emerson's party
-meeting at funorama
-going to hawaii when i was three
-boarding school days
-acjc j1
-jacking wes abt jolene wee
-jacking tanya with rehan
*6 things you touch everyday
-handphone
-computer
-stationery
-toothbrush
-toothpaste
-tap
*5 things you do everyday
-go online
-brush my teeth
-listen to music
-wash my face
-slack
*4 things you are good at
-being rejected. hahahah.
-getting bad grades
-slacking
-creating weird menus for funorama stalls:p
*3 movies you'd watch over and over again
-gladiator
-ocean's eleven
-armageddon
*2 artists or bands you've seen live
-wacko jacko's dangerous concert
-does watching wes and lionel play count?
*1 person you'd spend your life with
-you alredi know who...
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5:03 PM
just came back from camp... must say it was quite fun... tho i kept to myself, stoning in the room and trying to catch up on sleep... heh. the rest were being gung ho and havoc and running all over the place... hahaha. so much energy... think i would haf KOed by the end of the second day if i carried on like them... hahaha.
aggravated my groin strain during training... gahh. really haf to go see a doctor tmr...
many thanx to joanna for keeping me company by sms over the long, boring, and slightly tiring nites... really appreciate it... haha. definitely did more than other ppl who are "friends" for sure... hahahaha.
oh yea, NEVER EVER go to orchid country club for a meal... blardie ripoffs...
something damn scary happened... and i'm trying not to think abt it... desperately hoping it's coincidence... if it isn't, wes i swear i'll kill you...
Listening To: Blue feat. Elton John- Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word
aggravated my groin strain during training... gahh. really haf to go see a doctor tmr...
many thanx to joanna for keeping me company by sms over the long, boring, and slightly tiring nites... really appreciate it... haha. definitely did more than other ppl who are "friends" for sure... hahahaha.
oh yea, NEVER EVER go to orchid country club for a meal... blardie ripoffs...
something damn scary happened... and i'm trying not to think abt it... desperately hoping it's coincidence... if it isn't, wes i swear i'll kill you...
Listening To: Blue feat. Elton John- Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word
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2:57 PM
I. List your top three favorite:
A. Bands
-simple plan
-Black Eyed Peas
-evanescence
B. Movies
-gladiator
-star wars series
-black hawk down
C. TV Shows
-uefa champions league magazine
-football week uk
-EPL Highlights
D. Clothing stores
-dun really go clothes shopping... but nike is good...
II. Choose four words to describe your personal style:
-smart-casual
-comfortable
-slack
-botak?
III. What are your 3 favorite hobbies:
-soccer
-sleeping
-slacking
IV. Describe your dream weekend:
- a tropical resort island alone with her...
V. What do you look for in a potential girlfriend:
-character
-spirit
-looks
VI. Who is your idol and why:
- henry, reyes, raul. heh. tts three idols... they're all damn good and i like their style of play...
VII. Describe the person you dislike (NO NAMES) and the reasons why:
- shnkraya. he's loud, noisy and bloody obnoxious...
VIII. If tomorrow were your birthday what 3 things would you ask for:
-her heart
-talent
-a real madrid contract:p
IX. Describe your favorite outfit:
- haha. urm... t-shirt and jeans/boardshorts?
X. Where do you hang out? What do you like to do there:
- acjc void deck:p talk cock:)
XI. List the last 5 things that you bought with your own money:
-NOTHING. dun go shopping.. hehe.
A. Bands
-simple plan
-Black Eyed Peas
-evanescence
B. Movies
-gladiator
-star wars series
-black hawk down
C. TV Shows
-uefa champions league magazine
-football week uk
-EPL Highlights
D. Clothing stores
-dun really go clothes shopping... but nike is good...
II. Choose four words to describe your personal style:
-smart-casual
-comfortable
-slack
-botak?
III. What are your 3 favorite hobbies:
-soccer
-sleeping
-slacking
IV. Describe your dream weekend:
- a tropical resort island alone with her...
V. What do you look for in a potential girlfriend:
-character
-spirit
-looks
VI. Who is your idol and why:
- henry, reyes, raul. heh. tts three idols... they're all damn good and i like their style of play...
VII. Describe the person you dislike (NO NAMES) and the reasons why:
- shnkraya. he's loud, noisy and bloody obnoxious...
VIII. If tomorrow were your birthday what 3 things would you ask for:
-her heart
-talent
-a real madrid contract:p
IX. Describe your favorite outfit:
- haha. urm... t-shirt and jeans/boardshorts?
X. Where do you hang out? What do you like to do there:
- acjc void deck:p talk cock:)
XI. List the last 5 things that you bought with your own money:
-NOTHING. dun go shopping.. hehe.
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Saturday, March 13, 2004
8:28 PM
today's training wasn't too bad... a bit peeved i dint get to play, but whats new... jerseys given out today too... heh. managed to nab no12... not exactly the 14 i wanted, but well, whatever works... i'll just haf to build up a reputation with the 12 jersey:):) haha. may i be found worthy...
tell me it isn't true... i always hoped that there was a chance... devastating...
Listening To: Jay Chou- An Jing
tell me it isn't true... i always hoped that there was a chance... devastating...
Listening To: Jay Chou- An Jing
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8:26 PM
Your Energy is Green. You are easygoing, stable
and bring feelings of peace and natural harmony
to those in your presence. You have good
perception and awareness about most things, but
you don't apreciated sudden surprises.
You are a natural healer and would make an ideal
physician, office manager, herbologist,
anthropologist, or Accountant.
What color is your energy?
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heh. pity my grades dun let me be a physician...
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Friday, March 12, 2004
10:01 PM
did a really stupid thing today... siwei asked me if i could do a commando push up with a double clap... i foolishly agreed and guess what, i managed to do it, narrowly avoided breaking a tooth, but chipped it all the same... guess pat and the rest who call me chipmunk now really speak the truth... haha. not exactly noticeable but it's erbeet irritating... and teeth dun grow back like nails or such rite? oh dear...
lawrence ang can be an unforgiving bastard at times... forgot to give him a parent's letter for the missed pe last week and he gave me makeup pe... tsk... and he asked for an mc for today's pe... wth, im gonna spend like 20 bucks just to go to a doctor and find out what i alredi know, that i've got a groin strain... seriously stupid... maybe i should just ask kervin to help me write a note... or forge one... really a bother... maybe nxt time i should just aggravate the injury and go for pe to avoid all this hassle...
training tmr... hopefully i can do well... haha. after "coach" sundeep's talk:p hahahah. keep the ball moving... must remember:):)
training camp from monday to thurs... haha. sounds quite fun... tho erbeet stupid... with lectures, self-study time and what not... its as good as having normal school... hahaha. pls someone, keep me company by sms or phone during those long boring hours...
that aching feeling is back again:(
Listening To: Jay Chou- An Jing
lawrence ang can be an unforgiving bastard at times... forgot to give him a parent's letter for the missed pe last week and he gave me makeup pe... tsk... and he asked for an mc for today's pe... wth, im gonna spend like 20 bucks just to go to a doctor and find out what i alredi know, that i've got a groin strain... seriously stupid... maybe i should just ask kervin to help me write a note... or forge one... really a bother... maybe nxt time i should just aggravate the injury and go for pe to avoid all this hassle...
training tmr... hopefully i can do well... haha. after "coach" sundeep's talk:p hahahah. keep the ball moving... must remember:):)
training camp from monday to thurs... haha. sounds quite fun... tho erbeet stupid... with lectures, self-study time and what not... its as good as having normal school... hahaha. pls someone, keep me company by sms or phone during those long boring hours...
that aching feeling is back again:(
Listening To: Jay Chou- An Jing
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Thursday, March 11, 2004
10:38 PM
reminder to self: NEVER EVER sleep at 1am after training. EVER. jeex...
spent the whole day nodding off and desperately trying to stay awake... fell asleep in econs lec, math, all five periods of phys tutorials, and damn near fell asleep in gp... heh. which is why i'm gonna sleep NOW. haha.
oh yea, jennifer hudson of AI3's voice ROCKS.
spent the whole day nodding off and desperately trying to stay awake... fell asleep in econs lec, math, all five periods of phys tutorials, and damn near fell asleep in gp... heh. which is why i'm gonna sleep NOW. haha.
oh yea, jennifer hudson of AI3's voice ROCKS.
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004
3:00 PM
hur... not exactly a good day for me or any of the other SPP ppl... found out i got an O for econs. horrible... and i missed the E grade by two marks... sigh... kinda got a small lecture from how abt how i did so well for mcq then screwed up my drq so badly that i couldn't even pass... gahhh... passed phys by a mere ONE MARK. and not say tt mark was originally there... i had to BEG for that mark... i originally got 35/70... how lucky is that.. sighz....
i've let everyone that believes in me down... yet again. what is wrong with me... i put in the effort, the work, the time, and STILL get such shite grades... really feel like jumping....
i've let everyone that believes in me down... yet again. what is wrong with me... i put in the effort, the work, the time, and STILL get such shite grades... really feel like jumping....
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Tuesday, March 09, 2004
5:54 PM
okay... grades update... lessee...
passed phys(yay)
failed math(expected)
failed econs(wth)
passed gp(27.5 WOW, how comfortable a pass)
failed chinese(confirm... dint even bother doing the internal test thingy)
so... conclusion? I am in serious danger of retaining... sighz...
Listening To: Josh Groban- Broken Vow
passed phys(yay)
failed math(expected)
failed econs(wth)
passed gp(27.5 WOW, how comfortable a pass)
failed chinese(confirm... dint even bother doing the internal test thingy)
so... conclusion? I am in serious danger of retaining... sighz...
Listening To: Josh Groban- Broken Vow
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Sunday, March 07, 2004
9:35 AM
that same aching feeling deep inside me is back... sighhh...
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9:25 AM
1.Have you ever been in love? yeah... when ur heart seems to almost beat out of your chest and ur blood seems to just sparkle...
2.How do you know it's love? haha. coz u dun seem to see anything else but that persoN...
3.What makes you fall in love? dunno.... tts what's so great abt love...
4.What if your girlfriend/boyfriend is a bad
kisser? haha. urm... doesn't really matter to me...
5.What turns you on (at 1st sight? haha. spirit... the way the person carries herself...
6.Are you the jealous type? urm... not really...
7.Body or brains? haha. a bit of both...
8.Do looks matter? not really...
9.What turns you off? smokers?
10.The perfect date? romantic night at the beach, picnic under the stars...
11.What do you have that will make a person fall
for u? urm... NOTHING. yea.
12.Do you still believe in courtship? duh...
13.Flowers or chocolates? i'd normally give both... ahah.
14.Kiss on the first date? nope... too soon...
15.Sex on the first date? haha. no way...
16.What would you do if you find out that your
girlfriend/ boyfriend is cheating on you? i'd be really distraught...
17.Have you ever cheated on someone? never even been attached...
18.Fling or long term relationship? long term..
19.What do you think of holding hands in
public? urh... nice but if the girl doesn't want to then nvm...
20.What do you think of kissing in public?
public places? haha. yux... then everyone would be staring at you...
21.What if your girlfriend/boyfriend is a
smoker? wouldn't be my girlfriend if she smoked...
22.Ever fell in love with a friend of the same
sex?PUKE.
23. What would a girl/guy have to do to win your
heart? someone alredi has? dunno how it happened...
24. would you answer this survey? what am i doing this for if i wouldn't?
25. would anyone answer this? haha. dunno...
26. do you want your friends to send this back? wadever la...
2.How do you know it's love? haha. coz u dun seem to see anything else but that persoN...
3.What makes you fall in love? dunno.... tts what's so great abt love...
4.What if your girlfriend/boyfriend is a bad
kisser? haha. urm... doesn't really matter to me...
5.What turns you on (at 1st sight? haha. spirit... the way the person carries herself...
6.Are you the jealous type? urm... not really...
7.Body or brains? haha. a bit of both...
8.Do looks matter? not really...
9.What turns you off? smokers?
10.The perfect date? romantic night at the beach, picnic under the stars...
11.What do you have that will make a person fall
for u? urm... NOTHING. yea.
12.Do you still believe in courtship? duh...
13.Flowers or chocolates? i'd normally give both... ahah.
14.Kiss on the first date? nope... too soon...
15.Sex on the first date? haha. no way...
16.What would you do if you find out that your
girlfriend/ boyfriend is cheating on you? i'd be really distraught...
17.Have you ever cheated on someone? never even been attached...
18.Fling or long term relationship? long term..
19.What do you think of holding hands in
public? urh... nice but if the girl doesn't want to then nvm...
20.What do you think of kissing in public?
public places? haha. yux... then everyone would be staring at you...
21.What if your girlfriend/boyfriend is a
smoker? wouldn't be my girlfriend if she smoked...
22.Ever fell in love with a friend of the same
sex?PUKE.
23. What would a girl/guy have to do to win your
heart? someone alredi has? dunno how it happened...
24. would you answer this survey? what am i doing this for if i wouldn't?
25. would anyone answer this? haha. dunno...
26. do you want your friends to send this back? wadever la...
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9:07 AM
training yesterday was quite bad... sighz... crossing was okay... but got kinda scolded by coach for making erbeet too many mistakes... training match was slightly better, at least managed to get into slightly better positions for shooting than before... but actual shooting wasn't much better... thinking of quitting la... wonder whether it's worth it to go on... studies are suffering too... gahh. probably make my decision after training camp...
went to carrefour yesterday... boy, it was packed... as in seriously packed. can't walk abt easily packed. and the queues were LONG. poor cashiers looked really overworked and stressed out... wonder how i'd be able to survive if i started work at carrefour... looked like they needed ppl... ahah. wonder how much they earn...
Listening To: Wang Lee Hom- Wei Yi
went to carrefour yesterday... boy, it was packed... as in seriously packed. can't walk abt easily packed. and the queues were LONG. poor cashiers looked really overworked and stressed out... wonder how i'd be able to survive if i started work at carrefour... looked like they needed ppl... ahah. wonder how much they earn...
Listening To: Wang Lee Hom- Wei Yi
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Friday, March 05, 2004
5:44 PM
haha. I PASSED CHINESE!!! nuff said:p
needa remember to thank ng siew lak on monday... think without her patient nagging and scolding, wouldn't haf passed... eheh. yet my mind goes to ppl like rehan, who dint get the required grade to drop... i feel really sorry for him... it's not a subject he enjoys and yet... sighz... seems like the ppl that enjoy it the least haf to take it the most... one of the paradoxes of life... wes got c6, piggo got c5, dawn got b3 (smart ass), weize got c6 i think, and assorted others got higher... congrats to everyone who did the exams and dint get zero... wasn't easy... ahaha.
i'm bored.... a day at home without anything to do is horrible....
Listening To: SHIN- Yi Liao Bai Liao
needa remember to thank ng siew lak on monday... think without her patient nagging and scolding, wouldn't haf passed... eheh. yet my mind goes to ppl like rehan, who dint get the required grade to drop... i feel really sorry for him... it's not a subject he enjoys and yet... sighz... seems like the ppl that enjoy it the least haf to take it the most... one of the paradoxes of life... wes got c6, piggo got c5, dawn got b3 (smart ass), weize got c6 i think, and assorted others got higher... congrats to everyone who did the exams and dint get zero... wasn't easy... ahaha.
i'm bored.... a day at home without anything to do is horrible....
Listening To: SHIN- Yi Liao Bai Liao
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Thursday, March 04, 2004
5:29 PM
THE TERM EXAMS ARE OVER! so is my career as a student. but wth... hahah.
phys was okay today... quite okay... very okay, in fact, better than okay:) haha. in the immortal words of rehan "this is the first phys paper i've done where i can actually get the answer and it's one of the mcq options!" haha. i feel the same way... never EVER seen a paper where i could go right thru the mcqs without guessing for too many questions, e.g. one or two. haha. calculated and if i get all the questions i did correctly, i'll get something like 80%. which is an A! haha. but what are the chances of me getting an A? zilch... blah. but a good pass grade is well within reach:):):)
econs was not as good... mcq was fairly okay... but boy, was drq a killer... the case study thing was so hard... oh and sitting immediately in front of a dusty aircon dint help matters... the chill factor was really bad, and the dust dint help matters any. but what's done is done, and i'm glad to be able to tell my parents that i am optimistic abt my exam for once:D
here's a story that's keeping me laughing all the way so far.. ahahahahaha. wesley and rehan wanted to go to ikea after our econs paper, it being the last paper of these exams. so to get to the bus stop, they went to the back gate to exit the college. however, it was locked. they decided to climb over the fence... hahaha. rehan went over first, no problems. haha. but guess who drives by when poor old wes decides to climb over the fence. haha. the howhkster himself... hahahahaha. so wes is just abt to pull himself over when mr how drives by, horning like mad... haha. and so wesley and rehan haf to go see him... hahahahhahaahaha. WHY ISSIT THAT WHENEVER WES DOES SOMETHING WRONG IN SCH, HE GETS CAUGHT? WAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA. imagine a guy half pulled over the fence... hahahaha. hilarious:p
oh wellz... gonna celebrate today and tmr... to go to sch or not to go to sch, that is the question...
aint it always? haha.
Listening To: Gospel Music- Oh Happy Day
phys was okay today... quite okay... very okay, in fact, better than okay:) haha. in the immortal words of rehan "this is the first phys paper i've done where i can actually get the answer and it's one of the mcq options!" haha. i feel the same way... never EVER seen a paper where i could go right thru the mcqs without guessing for too many questions, e.g. one or two. haha. calculated and if i get all the questions i did correctly, i'll get something like 80%. which is an A! haha. but what are the chances of me getting an A? zilch... blah. but a good pass grade is well within reach:):):)
econs was not as good... mcq was fairly okay... but boy, was drq a killer... the case study thing was so hard... oh and sitting immediately in front of a dusty aircon dint help matters... the chill factor was really bad, and the dust dint help matters any. but what's done is done, and i'm glad to be able to tell my parents that i am optimistic abt my exam for once:D
here's a story that's keeping me laughing all the way so far.. ahahahahaha. wesley and rehan wanted to go to ikea after our econs paper, it being the last paper of these exams. so to get to the bus stop, they went to the back gate to exit the college. however, it was locked. they decided to climb over the fence... hahaha. rehan went over first, no problems. haha. but guess who drives by when poor old wes decides to climb over the fence. haha. the howhkster himself... hahahahaha. so wes is just abt to pull himself over when mr how drives by, horning like mad... haha. and so wesley and rehan haf to go see him... hahahahhahaahaha. WHY ISSIT THAT WHENEVER WES DOES SOMETHING WRONG IN SCH, HE GETS CAUGHT? WAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA. imagine a guy half pulled over the fence... hahahaha. hilarious:p
oh wellz... gonna celebrate today and tmr... to go to sch or not to go to sch, that is the question...
aint it always? haha.
Listening To: Gospel Music- Oh Happy Day
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Tuesday, March 02, 2004
7:01 PM
my maths paper tmr is doomed... sigh...
Listening To: Josh Groban- To Where You Are
Listening To: Josh Groban- To Where You Are
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Monday, March 01, 2004
3:06 PM
@!(#^@*($)!*@$&(@#*)&%@*(#^%(*!&@#)(&)#&%)(&)@#&*)$*
I AM SERIOUSLY BLOODY PIST. MY HANDPHONE GOT LOST/STOLEN TODAY. and guess what? it's more likely stolen bcoz when i try to call, the phone seems to BE OFF! MAY THE BLOODY F*CKING MOFO THAT STOLE THE PHONE BE THRICE ACCURSED WITH ITCHY BALLS AND ARMS TO SHORT TO SCRATCH THEM.
argh. dun feel like saying anything else. ten billion curses on his/her head.
I AM SERIOUSLY BLOODY PIST. MY HANDPHONE GOT LOST/STOLEN TODAY. and guess what? it's more likely stolen bcoz when i try to call, the phone seems to BE OFF! MAY THE BLOODY F*CKING MOFO THAT STOLE THE PHONE BE THRICE ACCURSED WITH ITCHY BALLS AND ARMS TO SHORT TO SCRATCH THEM.
argh. dun feel like saying anything else. ten billion curses on his/her head.
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