Wednesday, April 28, 2004
6:32 PM
uneventful day... aside from weize doing a mini-presentation of his leadership talk in class... haha. somehow there's something wrong with it but i can't pinpoint what... haha. overall okay tho...
after sch there was the idiotic track meet... haha. watched siwei burn the track and seriously leave all the others behind him gasping his dust as he burst his way to the gold... haha. he was really far ahead la... and to think he was stressed abt losing... maybe he was very focused tts why he won:)
later went to ccab to watch the rjc vs. pjc match... again, yet another 3-0 thrashing:) ahaha. shant go into details, but i met colin, liangkai, kuan yong and xunwei there... haha. ky and xw were there to support their beloved pjc... some support... they spent the whole time talking trash... haha. oh yea, i was proven right yet again that soccer has the same concepts as hockey... haha. pass the "throw in" down the wing! hahah. newae...
i'm seriously getting jealous of this anonymous guy. grrr...
after sch there was the idiotic track meet... haha. watched siwei burn the track and seriously leave all the others behind him gasping his dust as he burst his way to the gold... haha. he was really far ahead la... and to think he was stressed abt losing... maybe he was very focused tts why he won:)
later went to ccab to watch the rjc vs. pjc match... again, yet another 3-0 thrashing:) ahaha. shant go into details, but i met colin, liangkai, kuan yong and xunwei there... haha. ky and xw were there to support their beloved pjc... some support... they spent the whole time talking trash... haha. oh yea, i was proven right yet again that soccer has the same concepts as hockey... haha. pass the "throw in" down the wing! hahah. newae...
i'm seriously getting jealous of this anonymous guy. grrr...
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Tuesday, April 27, 2004
8:06 PM
poor shao got literally knocked out of the tournament... minor tear of his knee ligaments... thats prob the end of the season for him... oh wellz... seems like the team got hit with quite a few injuries in succession... can't be good... hopefully the squad can pull thru...
had napfa test today... wth... couldn't get a measly 222cm for my bloody standing broad jump... quite pist... oh well, not say i would've gotten a gold newae, my 2.4 was just too slack la... ahha. tts what comes from walking for almost one round... hahahah. how's this for a coincidental timing... 12:22. ahhaha. well, silver it is newae...
track and field meet tmr... heh. can't believe they're still making us go for this crap even when our terms are in less than 3 weeks and we're so unprepared... idiotic gurmit singh... even more idiotic kelvyna for agreeing to germz plan to make us support. blah, as if the j1 cohort isn't large enuf...
had napfa test today... wth... couldn't get a measly 222cm for my bloody standing broad jump... quite pist... oh well, not say i would've gotten a gold newae, my 2.4 was just too slack la... ahha. tts what comes from walking for almost one round... hahahah. how's this for a coincidental timing... 12:22. ahhaha. well, silver it is newae...
track and field meet tmr... heh. can't believe they're still making us go for this crap even when our terms are in less than 3 weeks and we're so unprepared... idiotic gurmit singh... even more idiotic kelvyna for agreeing to germz plan to make us support. blah, as if the j1 cohort isn't large enuf...
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Monday, April 26, 2004
3:12 PM
You are Form 8, Demon: The Destroyer.
"And The Demon took advantage of the chaos
and seized civillization. With grace and
style, Demon slit The Goddess's belly and
drowned the world in her blood. The Goddess,
The Demon, and the world were no
more."
Some examples of the Demon Form are Seth (Egyptian)
and The Horsemen of the Apocalypse (Christian).
The Demon is associated with the concept of
destruction, the number 8, and the element of
earth.
His sign is the full moon.
As a member of Form 8, you are a very strong willed
individual. You don't let others' opinions
sway your own and you're usually not afraid to
speak your mind. However, some may see you as
a bit overly passionate but it's just because
you never back down from your values. No
matter what, you always do everything with
style. Demons are the best friends to have
because they will back you up.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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whoa... scary... what's worse, it's kinda true... haha. being a horseman of the apocalypse doesn't sound TOO bad... hahaha. hear tt ppl? i'll back you up...
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Saturday, April 24, 2004
10:18 PM
sighh... for the first time since last year... i've thot of suicide again...
finding out what i did hurt me immeasurably... i should've known that i wasn't the only one... common sense after all... yet i wasn't prepared for the blow that was dealt... sighz. i've got nothing to offer you but myself i know... not rich, not good looking, not smart, not sporty... all i can hope for is that there is some fairness in life and love... but since when has ANYTHING ever gone my way... never. what happened to how bad things will be balanced out by good things? i've suffered so much alredi, just pls pls pls give me that one break, that success... sigh. so much for karma.
finding out what i did hurt me immeasurably... i should've known that i wasn't the only one... common sense after all... yet i wasn't prepared for the blow that was dealt... sighz. i've got nothing to offer you but myself i know... not rich, not good looking, not smart, not sporty... all i can hope for is that there is some fairness in life and love... but since when has ANYTHING ever gone my way... never. what happened to how bad things will be balanced out by good things? i've suffered so much alredi, just pls pls pls give me that one break, that success... sigh. so much for karma.
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3:38 PM
went to support ac guys hockey today... haha. i think i'm becoming like a permanent piece of furniture there at CCAB. haha. met piggo there also, since he was supporting his darling pris... hahaha. seems like they're becoming quite famous... ahha. was talking to denise since she asked me who i came down to support and i said i was there with piggo since his gf was playing.. and lo and behold, she asked me "who? pris issit?" hahahaha. piggo, ur becoming a hockey celebrity:) haha.
newae, the actual match itself was kinda lopsided, tho ac did put up a good fight... rjc won 3-0 in the end, tho two of their goals were really quite scrappy... ball was bouncing arnd in the D and eventually deflected in or something... towards the end of the match ac did this damn nice passing move which was just let down by the final touch... oh wellz... seems like the concepts in hockey and soccer are the same... moving into space, pulling wide to stretch the defence, playing down the wings, so on and so forth... just seems complicated by the fact that you gotta use a stick and can't use ur feet... hahaha. but tts a soccer nut's view i guess... it's actually a foul if u use ur feet... hrmf. weird game;p
gonna go queensway again later... it's burning a hole in my pocket, but wth, it's worth it...
Listening To: Jay Chou- Jian Dan Ai
newae, the actual match itself was kinda lopsided, tho ac did put up a good fight... rjc won 3-0 in the end, tho two of their goals were really quite scrappy... ball was bouncing arnd in the D and eventually deflected in or something... towards the end of the match ac did this damn nice passing move which was just let down by the final touch... oh wellz... seems like the concepts in hockey and soccer are the same... moving into space, pulling wide to stretch the defence, playing down the wings, so on and so forth... just seems complicated by the fact that you gotta use a stick and can't use ur feet... hahaha. but tts a soccer nut's view i guess... it's actually a foul if u use ur feet... hrmf. weird game;p
gonna go queensway again later... it's burning a hole in my pocket, but wth, it's worth it...
Listening To: Jay Chou- Jian Dan Ai
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
8:25 PM
oh yea, forgot to mention... watched hellboy on monday... haha. maybe thats the reason why my math was so bad but newae... the baddie with the twin sword/baton thingies was damn cool la... i mean, he's ass ugly but his fight scenes and mask and all are damn cool... haha. plus he's like this clockwork toy where he's gotta wind himself up before he can fight... haahahah. so it's like, *stretch to wind self up, start doing samurai-like fighting, rewind self after all energy used up*. hahahaha. oh and he can't die... ahhahahaha.
but the monsters are just sick la... tentacles and what not... bleargh.
but the monsters are just sick la... tentacles and what not... bleargh.
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7:56 PM
wednesday seems to be a very good day... haha. possibly bcoz it's a short day and my afternoon today was free:) haha.
first went to queensway for reasons that haf to be confidential... haha. it's to keep the integrity of the surprise intact... hahaha. many thanx to weize for accompanying me and helping me to make up my mind... murhurhur. then it was hop into a cab to ccab to watch denise play...
was damn worried that i'd be late and miss the match, but as it turns out, they had a boys match first... haha. i met edwin there, found out he was going into army in 2 days... haha. poor thing... the actual match was between sa and rj... supposedly the two powerhouses of the group... haha. at the death it was 1-0 to rjc... they seemed pretty evenly matched.. ahah. tho rj's attack was way better... haha. sa dint give rj's keeper a lot to do...
then came the match between the girls of rjc and tpjc... am i starting to sound like a commentator here? haha. number 77 was damn good la... haha. think she defected to rjc from ac... haha. but she's seriously pro... hehe. maybe it's coz tp weren't that good... think both the guys and girls keepers from rj were pretty much spectators in the whole match... denise came on in the second half... wah, for a sick person she played damn well la... ahah. my vote for woman of the match:p ahaha. played thru sickness:):) newae, ended 3-0 to rj... wonder how they'll do against ac... things aren't looking good... hahaha.
finally, let me say that hockey sounds like a damn painful game... everytime i hear the sticks clashing, i think of some poor bugger's shins getting smashed in and pulverised... and they dun wear any protection or anything... ouchz.
Listening To: Blue- You Make Me Wanna
first went to queensway for reasons that haf to be confidential... haha. it's to keep the integrity of the surprise intact... hahaha. many thanx to weize for accompanying me and helping me to make up my mind... murhurhur. then it was hop into a cab to ccab to watch denise play...
was damn worried that i'd be late and miss the match, but as it turns out, they had a boys match first... haha. i met edwin there, found out he was going into army in 2 days... haha. poor thing... the actual match was between sa and rj... supposedly the two powerhouses of the group... haha. at the death it was 1-0 to rjc... they seemed pretty evenly matched.. ahah. tho rj's attack was way better... haha. sa dint give rj's keeper a lot to do...
then came the match between the girls of rjc and tpjc... am i starting to sound like a commentator here? haha. number 77 was damn good la... haha. think she defected to rjc from ac... haha. but she's seriously pro... hehe. maybe it's coz tp weren't that good... think both the guys and girls keepers from rj were pretty much spectators in the whole match... denise came on in the second half... wah, for a sick person she played damn well la... ahah. my vote for woman of the match:p ahaha. played thru sickness:):) newae, ended 3-0 to rj... wonder how they'll do against ac... things aren't looking good... hahaha.
finally, let me say that hockey sounds like a damn painful game... everytime i hear the sticks clashing, i think of some poor bugger's shins getting smashed in and pulverised... and they dun wear any protection or anything... ouchz.
Listening To: Blue- You Make Me Wanna
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Sunday, April 18, 2004
10:34 PM
sigh... after all that ranting and raving... i feel quite bad... regardless, they're leaving tmr and i'm damn worried... first time they're gonna be off on a trip on the same plane... god forbid anything happens... i'm really praying hard... yet this feeling of foreboding refuses to go away... sigh... sometimes you just wish that you had that special person to take you in their arms and say everything's gonna be okay and that it's all right... even tho you know it probably won't be... pls lord... take care of them and deliver them safely back to me....
signed up for the ns thing... is anybody going for medical on 3rd june?
signed up for the ns thing... is anybody going for medical on 3rd june?
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Saturday, April 17, 2004
7:12 PM
what the F*CK man... you say to be more giving? i'm trying, really i am... but how am i supposed to do that when you dun exactly inspire trust with the handling of the things i give you? huh? you dun trust me with stuff either wad. what the f*ck... seriously. i'm sick and tired of your bullshit and your crap and your bloody f*cking skewed sense of responsibility... you say getting you a phone to compensate is extravagant? what abt when you destroy the stuff i entrusted to you and you say, oh don't worry, we'll get you a new one. what the hell is up with that... one day, i'm just gonna run away from home... THEN you'll see how GIVING i am.
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Friday, April 16, 2004
6:53 PM
hur... a bad day...
screwed up e econs test... dint know wat was wrong, maybe the headache and general illness, but wth, dint do nearly as well as i'd thot i'd do for econs... looked thru my mistakes and guess what, if i dint calculate e answer wrongly i'd haf gotten 16/20 instead of 11/20... think abt that... theory there, but application gone down the drain... blah.
upside, found out the dorcas-lookalike's name is qianqi... weird. ahha. regardless, found out that she's attached too... haha.
hopefully i'll be better come nxt week... after all, there's some measure of freedom and it's time to PARRRTTTTAAAYYYEEEE.... murhurhurhur.
screwed up e econs test... dint know wat was wrong, maybe the headache and general illness, but wth, dint do nearly as well as i'd thot i'd do for econs... looked thru my mistakes and guess what, if i dint calculate e answer wrongly i'd haf gotten 16/20 instead of 11/20... think abt that... theory there, but application gone down the drain... blah.
upside, found out the dorcas-lookalike's name is qianqi... weird. ahha. regardless, found out that she's attached too... haha.
hopefully i'll be better come nxt week... after all, there's some measure of freedom and it's time to PARRRTTTTAAAYYYEEEE.... murhurhurhur.
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Thursday, April 15, 2004
9:02 PM
been having really bad probs with the sinuses lately... gahh... my head feels like someone's poked a drill inside and is turning it on from time to time... ever feel the feeling of the area above ur nose under extreme pressure and pain? tts kinda what i feel every morning... gah.
i think i'm seeing things... maybe coz of the sinus problem but hey, it's a welcome hallucination... ahahah. eye candy... this j1 girl that looks exactly like dorcas. well, maybe not the long legs but the facial features look reallllyyyy alike... hur. rite down to the nose and the buck teeth... ahha. madness... i think i've been sick too long...
i think i'm seeing things... maybe coz of the sinus problem but hey, it's a welcome hallucination... ahahah. eye candy... this j1 girl that looks exactly like dorcas. well, maybe not the long legs but the facial features look reallllyyyy alike... hur. rite down to the nose and the buck teeth... ahha. madness... i think i've been sick too long...
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004
6:26 PM
went to the currency house of MAS today... as it sounds, it's all abt the money... haha.
had this lecture thing on the policies of MAS and how they aim to support the singaporean economy and what not... quite interesting... also, asked a few questions and got some things cleared up... haha. like how secretive the MAS really is...
after that, we had a guided tour thru the facility where we watched the machines sorting and packing the money in action... whoo... i've just walked away from a whole load of money... the field trip to mas rox man... hahaha. i mean, seriously... EACH carton of $50 has like $****** inside it... take two of that and ur set man... and thats not all, they had like one huge tower worth of those boxes... in different denominations... a TWO STOREY HIGH TOWER. heheh. think of all that money... if i had that much money, i'd be able to buy her anything she wanted... i mean, whoa. hello, it's the wealth of a small country almost... and thats only one day's worth of collection of money... jeex. it runs wad, 313 days a year, not counting sundays, and tts like for the four years it's been running alredi... whoa. tts a hell load of money...
after the tour round the place, we had this tea break thing that they were very kind to provide... haha. as rehan said, can't take the money, take the food... haha. so i ate... then we had the mini-lecture on how to spot a fake note... damn, after looking at those stacks of money and all, the little amount in my wallet seemed woefully inadequate when i took out a note for inspection of how to spot a fake... sob... can't get her whatever she wants then:( hurhur.
Listening To: Clay Aiken- This Is The Night
had this lecture thing on the policies of MAS and how they aim to support the singaporean economy and what not... quite interesting... also, asked a few questions and got some things cleared up... haha. like how secretive the MAS really is...
after that, we had a guided tour thru the facility where we watched the machines sorting and packing the money in action... whoo... i've just walked away from a whole load of money... the field trip to mas rox man... hahaha. i mean, seriously... EACH carton of $50 has like $****** inside it... take two of that and ur set man... and thats not all, they had like one huge tower worth of those boxes... in different denominations... a TWO STOREY HIGH TOWER. heheh. think of all that money... if i had that much money, i'd be able to buy her anything she wanted... i mean, whoa. hello, it's the wealth of a small country almost... and thats only one day's worth of collection of money... jeex. it runs wad, 313 days a year, not counting sundays, and tts like for the four years it's been running alredi... whoa. tts a hell load of money...
after the tour round the place, we had this tea break thing that they were very kind to provide... haha. as rehan said, can't take the money, take the food... haha. so i ate... then we had the mini-lecture on how to spot a fake note... damn, after looking at those stacks of money and all, the little amount in my wallet seemed woefully inadequate when i took out a note for inspection of how to spot a fake... sob... can't get her whatever she wants then:( hurhur.
Listening To: Clay Aiken- This Is The Night
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Monday, April 12, 2004
8:44 PM
wish i could take the pain all away... take ur burdens on my shoulders and let you live a life that is carefree...
if only you'd let me.
if only you'd let me.
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Thursday, April 08, 2004
6:51 PM
being sick REALLY sucks. i'm really down with the flu, and while the little gamble with training yesterday paid off, i'm seriously sick now. gah. my throat feels like somebody stuffed a ball inside it... urgh... and i finished 4 strepsils within 3 hours... not exactly the legal dosage issit. i've drunk so much water that i feel like throwing up. can u get a hangover from water? hurhur.
wes said something today which was quite close to the truth... heh. something abt me taking a whole load of pink slips... quite true... but can't help it if i'm sick rite... poor mr how must be sick of the sight of pink paper alredi... ahahah.
dammit, i needa sleep a lot... anyone can tell me what's the maximum safe dosage of sleeping pills/sleep-inducing medicine?
wes said something today which was quite close to the truth... heh. something abt me taking a whole load of pink slips... quite true... but can't help it if i'm sick rite... poor mr how must be sick of the sight of pink paper alredi... ahahah.
dammit, i needa sleep a lot... anyone can tell me what's the maximum safe dosage of sleeping pills/sleep-inducing medicine?
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004
9:44 PM
hehehe. TOday is a GOOD day. short day, managed to survive... and i had my first training in a damn long time... dint play too badly, but there's lotsa room for improvement... sadly, it's gonna be the last training too... heh. well, guess it's not too bad that i went out quite well... heh. strangely, i'm gonna miss training...
haha. scandalled weize with yaqi today... ahhaha. damn funny la... she and songloo were sitting together at the void deck, and mark and me were talking abt making fun of songloo... then, it kinda spread to the rest of the class, which isn't really big in the first place. haha. then along comes weize, and asks, "songloo and yaqi issit?" or something to that effect. haha. and whats funny is, that even tho he dint mean it at all, the look on his face was like just so filled with jealousy and envy... hahaha. so the whole class, minus the girls, siwei and maybe shao, ended up jacking him the whole day abt yaqi. hahaha. damn funny la... hahahaha. poor weize:P hahahahahahahhahaha. or maybe not so poor, with such a strong "mistress" haha. okok, better not say anymore, wait he get her to whack me up:p wahahahahhahahha.
some korean B-list star came to school today... and he acted so cool.... blah. wth, whats so big abt him. haha. How even caught him for dyed and long hair... hahahahahah.
Listening To: Wang Lee Hom- Wei Yi
haha. scandalled weize with yaqi today... ahhaha. damn funny la... she and songloo were sitting together at the void deck, and mark and me were talking abt making fun of songloo... then, it kinda spread to the rest of the class, which isn't really big in the first place. haha. then along comes weize, and asks, "songloo and yaqi issit?" or something to that effect. haha. and whats funny is, that even tho he dint mean it at all, the look on his face was like just so filled with jealousy and envy... hahaha. so the whole class, minus the girls, siwei and maybe shao, ended up jacking him the whole day abt yaqi. hahaha. damn funny la... hahahaha. poor weize:P hahahahahahahhahaha. or maybe not so poor, with such a strong "mistress" haha. okok, better not say anymore, wait he get her to whack me up:p wahahahahhahahha.
some korean B-list star came to school today... and he acted so cool.... blah. wth, whats so big abt him. haha. How even caught him for dyed and long hair... hahahahahah.
Listening To: Wang Lee Hom- Wei Yi
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
7:42 PM
wahlau... saw a thing i REALLLLYYY DINT WANNA SEE TODAY. do some ppl do this kinda stuff on purpose? ugh. i've seriously been traumatised... and to think some ppl actually get a kick out of it... bleargh. vomit. puke. urgh. feel like clawing my eyes out... shit, gonna get sore eyes man.... wahhhhhhh
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Saturday, April 03, 2004
7:04 PM
read piggo's blog... i must say i agree with his sentiment abt the teachers...
mrs chan has really been giving her all for us... and still we're very slack and laid back... i feel really bad at times... but somehow i can't push myself to start on the phys stuf... the test is coming up and i'm still just looking thru the notes... sigh... i'm gonna be such a let down to her and everyone else once again... i've never been able to say i've done ppl proud... and i dun think i'm gonna be starting now...
the point he made abt mr sun is also true... in fact i probably feel even worse abt math than phys... he's really putting in a lot of effort to teach us and we're all still slacking, esp me... i never do ANYTHING in math period... and he's so tolerant of all my crap and misbehaviour... and he means well too... i just dun seem to be able to pick myself up after that huge letdown of a term paper and carry on... i think i've really given up... sighz... this is bad... nobody's given up on me yet i've given up on myself...
teachers like mrs malini lim haf been really sarcastic at times, yet i know that she means well... i'm just guessing that she's quite frustrated that we haven't been doing our work to the best of our potential... on that topic, i've really tried for this gp paper, but i'm afraid that yet again, i'm gonna cause her more disappointment... been so sick i can't even keep myself focused on the paper itself... tried my best for both the compo and the compre, but the compre was really the limit... hit the wall and couldn't go any further... sigh... looks like yet another fail on my record... whats new...
teachers like mr how, no matter how slack they are, they still care and strive to get us to up our grades... i'm pretty sure it's not just bcoz of a year end bonus... he really cares i think, and thats what matters... he always exhorts us to put in the effort, telling us that we can make it if only we work... and i really appreciate it...
to parents and all my teachers (if you actually read this): i'm really sorry... i've tried my best and i'll put in even more but i'm truly sorry for the lack of results... it's not bcoz of ur lack of effort... it's just me... sigh.
Listening To: Secret Garden- Sigma
mrs chan has really been giving her all for us... and still we're very slack and laid back... i feel really bad at times... but somehow i can't push myself to start on the phys stuf... the test is coming up and i'm still just looking thru the notes... sigh... i'm gonna be such a let down to her and everyone else once again... i've never been able to say i've done ppl proud... and i dun think i'm gonna be starting now...
the point he made abt mr sun is also true... in fact i probably feel even worse abt math than phys... he's really putting in a lot of effort to teach us and we're all still slacking, esp me... i never do ANYTHING in math period... and he's so tolerant of all my crap and misbehaviour... and he means well too... i just dun seem to be able to pick myself up after that huge letdown of a term paper and carry on... i think i've really given up... sighz... this is bad... nobody's given up on me yet i've given up on myself...
teachers like mrs malini lim haf been really sarcastic at times, yet i know that she means well... i'm just guessing that she's quite frustrated that we haven't been doing our work to the best of our potential... on that topic, i've really tried for this gp paper, but i'm afraid that yet again, i'm gonna cause her more disappointment... been so sick i can't even keep myself focused on the paper itself... tried my best for both the compo and the compre, but the compre was really the limit... hit the wall and couldn't go any further... sigh... looks like yet another fail on my record... whats new...
teachers like mr how, no matter how slack they are, they still care and strive to get us to up our grades... i'm pretty sure it's not just bcoz of a year end bonus... he really cares i think, and thats what matters... he always exhorts us to put in the effort, telling us that we can make it if only we work... and i really appreciate it...
to parents and all my teachers (if you actually read this): i'm really sorry... i've tried my best and i'll put in even more but i'm truly sorry for the lack of results... it's not bcoz of ur lack of effort... it's just me... sigh.
Listening To: Secret Garden- Sigma
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Friday, April 02, 2004
3:22 PM
You are a silver dragon. The rarest kind of dragon.
YOu are noble yet avoid humans as much as
possible. You are the guardian of the
defensless and you rule the skies.
Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!)
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12:11 PM
gahhh... hate being sick... aching all over, sore throat, the works... shit. and i wanted to go for training nxt week too... now i'll haf to wait until i'm recovered... how on earth i contracted this illness, i'll never know...gah.
gp exam tmr too... dunno how i'm gonna do for it la... maybe i could ask malini to give me a re-exam if i can't do it? hurmz...
gp exam tmr too... dunno how i'm gonna do for it la... maybe i could ask malini to give me a re-exam if i can't do it? hurmz...
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