Wednesday, June 30, 2004

7:34 PM
whee. back to school... sigh... not exactly a very happy thing to say rite... heh. but newae, been kinda up and down... struggling to get back on top of work, after all that slacking during the hols...

oh yea, after all the econs tys work during the hols, i cleared up all the questions in ONE DAY. gah. talk abt feeling pretty damn useless... haha. took me so damn long to do all those... oh and i needa do econs essays now, AND gp summary and aq... gah. back to work...

i finally figured out why everyone laughed at wesley's drawing, but i'm still at a loss as to why shao is going on abt ****** ***. newae, seeing the actual basis of the drawing, i'm kinda shocked... haha. my two cents worth:)

Listening To: Ronan Keating- When You Say Nothing At All

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Monday, June 28, 2004

8:21 PM
ragh. damn pist.

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Sunday, June 27, 2004

9:44 AM
hmm.. haven't been blogging lately... dun really feel like doing so nor feel the need to... haha. maybe i'm settling into the life of a mugger. ugh. oh wellz... school starts tmr... heh. cts for some, normal school for others, wish everyone all the best:)

haha. newae, euro 2004 is damn good la... a perfect mix of the upsets, good performances and whining of the losers. i mean, seriously. come on... when italy dint do well, they blamed their SOCKS!?! oh and accuse two of the most honourable teams in euro for fighting out a 2-2 draw. the match was so physical and hard fought and u can say they arranged it? pathetic. england and especially BECKHAM misses a penalty, what do they do? blame the penalty spot... funny how portugal dint seem to haf any problems hitting the target... haha. france loses to greece, and the excuses come out... very tired after a long season, too arrogant... why can't ppl just admit that the opposing team were better on the night? oh yea, update, holland beat sweden on penalties 5-4... heh. my bet with my grand uncle came to nought since it ended 0-0 at full time. gah. no free ice-cream:) ahhaha. robben is seriously good... the guy can DRIBBLE. but cristiano ronaldo still the best la... ahha. followed by reyes. haha. all credit to ashley cole for shutting ronaldo down fairly well in the england-portugal match... haha. i think portugal might actually end up in the final! hahah. to dream.... hahhaha.

newae, like i said, back to sch tmr... no more slacking... oh and gotta focus on work. can't be worrying abt figo, ronaldo and co's performances anymore. ahha.

btw, shao, GUESS WHO'S in the SEMI'S? hahaha.

Listening To: Boyz II Men- Oh Well

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Monday, June 21, 2004

2:08 PM
ah shite. maybe i should jst cancel the party.

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Sunday, June 20, 2004

7:09 PM
NOTE: z
No smoking around Jason. Thankyou for your co-operation.

Username:

From Go-Quiz.com

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12:25 PM


How to make a Jason
Ingredients:

5 parts friendliness

5 parts silliness

3 parts ego
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little wisdom if desired!


Username:


Personality cocktail
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how to make me:) haha. another fairly accurate assesment.

if you ppl would be kind enuf to try it and tag the results on my board. haha. fun!

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10:37 AM
ENFP - "Journalist". Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total population.
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Type 5 Detachment |||||| 30%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||| 43%
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hur... it's so true it's scary...

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Friday, June 18, 2004

7:47 PM
man... think i'm going mad. stayed up until 4 this morning playing some funny old game and waiting for my dls to finish... the com is back. and it may not be a good thing. gah.

i'm seriously sick of physics... the 8-4 was bad enuf.... but the extra tuition is seriously burning me out.. help...

another survey... haha. think the ppl that actually bother to read must be getting as xian as i feel doing the survey:p

A is for - Age: 18 in a month's time!
B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: dun haf.
C is for - Career in future: professional slacker.
D is for - Dad's name: my parents value their privacy:p
E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: urself? haha. the atmosphere...
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: Accidentally In Love- Counting Crows
G is for - Guy/Girls you've kissed: none. dun intend to kiss any guy either. haha.
H is for - Hometown: H for Hong Kong. haha. but i grew up singapore la...
I is for - Instruments you play: a bit of piano, a bit of organ, a bit of guitar. i suck at all... haha.
J is for - Job title: student, professional slacker.
K is for - Kids: haha. in the end, maybe...
L is for - Living arrangement: i prefer cohabitation:) but marriage is good:) hah, now wif parents:)
M is for - Mom's name: again, privacy.
N is for - Number of people you've slept with: urm, lets see, there was this girl from switzerland, the twins from orange county, california, oh and that damn hot hawaiian. haha. as for actually sleeping in bed with, nobody. ahha.
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: nope, i'm a healthy kid.
P is for - Phobia[s]: rejection, failure, loneliness
Q is for - Quote you like: "f*ck you"- by almost every other guy one time or another. haha.
R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: never been in a relationship. haha, sounds like a sequel to "never been kissed"
S is for - Sexual position: DOGGY STYLE. YEA MAN. haha. kidding:)
T is for - Time you wake up: hoping not to wake up one day...
U is for - Unique trait(s): everything abt me is unique. name me one guy that has the exact same features as i do. haha.
V is for - Vegetable you love: kai lan, dou miao...
W is for - Worst habit: slacking...
X is for - X-rays you've had: four. two dental, one chest, one ankle.
Y is for - Yummy food you make: anything chinese and stir-fried... i tend to make my deep fried stuff too oily? haha.
Z is for - Zodiac sign: Cancer for the english one, tiger for the chinese. but either way, dun believe what they say abt ur zodiac sign. it's probably the exact opposite. ahha.

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 1.70m. i'm damn short:(
HAIR COLOR: black
SKIN COLOR: light brown? haha.
EYE COLOR: dark brown/black
PIERCINGS: none
TATTOOS: none

r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Jon Bon Jovi- All About Loving You
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Saliva.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: looks like it's gonna rain...
HOW ARE YOU?: tired. burnt out. lonely. haha.

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: from time to time...
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: slacking! for the ten thousandth time, SLACKING. i'm too slack to write anymore la.haha.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: most of the time...
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yea. more kick when it's illegal. ahah. but i'll be legal in a month! haha.

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: anything soccer.
CONDITIONER: dun use conditioner.
BOOK: damn, i needa get a good book... haven't read in ages...
MAGAZINE: playboy, fhm, cosmopolitan, gq... haha. kidding... dun really read magazines...
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: COKE. RIBENA. any of my classmates can tell you that these two drinks keep me sane and alive...
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: sleep, swim, and sadly, STUDY:(
BAND OR GROUP: manymany. Simple Plan, Bon Jovi, Evanescence, Linkin Park.

h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: hahah. yea i haf...
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: feel like doing so sometimes...
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: haha, yeah...
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: ahems. yea. haha.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: haha. yea we called yaqi dint we? haha, are u reading this weize?
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: as in those portaloos? eew. no that's just sick.
USED YOU PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: haha, dun really need to...
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: way too many times to remember
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: nearly happened once, might happen again tonight.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yea... played a drunk porter in macbeth. haha.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: heh, i'm kinda bony... but i'm always there to comfort ppl... hope my sleeve is good enuf:)
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: YECH. VOMIT. PUKE. NO.
GIRLFRIEND: never been attached. aka, never been kissed III
SEXUALITY: 100%, hot blooded, male. haha. bring on the ladies;)
CHILDREN: eventually i guess.
CURRENT CRUSH: >:( dun get me started.
BEEN IN LOVE?: i thot i was. but u can stop loving can't you...
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: heh. yea...
BEEN HURT?: oh yeah... for this and the prev qn, it's prob bcoz i wear my heart on my sleeve...
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: not being hard hearted enuf.
GONE OUT WITH SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE
DAYS: three days? nah. a week maybe... but then gone out as frens la...

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: if i could get paid for slacking...
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: a burnt cd.
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?:
black. matches my mood.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: nothing. life is great when it's melancholy. isn't THAT a contradiction. haha.
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: the person that truly cares for me i guess....
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Clay Aiken's album for debra...
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Deborah, Charmaine, Joshua, Wesley... Too many la...
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: have sex. haha. nah, soccer is life. all else is nothing. ahha. but chatting to friends is fun... i'm a sociable creature i guess:)

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: long time ago... i cried out all my tears.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: is there such a thing as a fake letter?
YOU GOT E-MAIL: yea. spam. ENLARGE UR MANHOOD AND MAKE HER SCREAM. GO ON A HOLIDAY TO TIMBUCTOO. BE HEIR TO BILL GATES WEALTH. utter rubbish.
THING YOU PURCHASED: starbucks orange juice.

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Thursday, June 17, 2004

9:40 PM
been a long time since i posted here... com's been down and after what happened dint really feel like blogging for a while..

it's been a trying week... both emotionally and physically... physics was really a killer... 8-4, everyday for 3 or 4 days is really no joke... heh. take five really became a catchphrase... helped me survive the long hours... in case ppl are wondering, no i haven't started smoking... for me it's take five MINUTES. haha. time out type of thing... emotionally, it's been a rollercoaster.. ups and downs i guess...

well, my bday's coming up... planning for it is also trying... stressful almost... guests especially... and to think that my bday is supposed to be happy. gah.

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Thursday, June 10, 2004

8:21 AM
i'm disgusted. whatever happened to trust.

oh btw, question 13 below is now changed to no one.

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Wednesday, June 09, 2004

4:38 PM
1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME?:
jason

2. WHAT COLOR TOP ARE YOU WEARING NOW??:
white

3. WHAT SONGS ARE U LISTENING RIGHT NOW?:
Eric Clapton- Wonderful Tonight

4. WHAT IS YOUR hPHONE NUMBER?:
starts with 9

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?:
pizza and chicken wings

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU
BE?:
black. coz i'm in a black mood rite now.

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?:
rainy

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
nobody.

9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE
SEX?:
face.

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU
THIS?:
haha. peng was my s2 classmate

11. fav dance :
I dun dance.

12. FAVORITE DRINK?:
Coke/Vanilla Coke/Ribena

13. WHO DO U LIKE?:
someone.

14. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND?:
Deborah, Charmaine, David, Wesley, Joshua

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?:
Soccer.

16. EYE COLOR?:
Dark Brown

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?:
yea

18. FAVORITE MONTH?:
May+July

19. FAVORITE FOOD?:
Buona Vista Duck Rice and kang kong, pizza hut sweet and spicy chicken drumlets, pizza

20. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?:
urh. day after tmr with shumz?

21. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?:
what makes u think i have a favourite?

22. ARE YOU SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?:
heh. wats the point of being shy if u get rejected no matter what? ask la.

31. FAVORITE BOARD GAME(S):
Chinese chess? haha.

32. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?:
study.

33. FAVORITE SMELL(S):
dunno to be honest...

34. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR
TONGUE?:
no. i've got a really small nose.

35. BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTY POPCORN?:
no plain.

36. FAVORITE CAR?
I have three. BMW Z4, BMW X5, Lamborghini Murcielago

37. FAVORITE FLOWER?:
black rose.

38. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?:
three?

39.CAN YOU JUGGLE?:
nope.

40. FAVORITE DAY(S):
i hate my days of existence

41. RED OR WHITE WINE?
i'd say white. less cloying smell.

42. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? :
Party at sentosa

43. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?:
heh. i'm banned from donating blood by the govt

44. LIFETIME GOAl??:
to get laid. hahaha. kidding. just to make it out of jc alive.

45. FIRST THING U THINK OF WHEN U WAKE UP IN THE
MORNING? :
oh fudge, it's time to get up.

46. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTH DATE? :
17th july. ppl who are invited you'll be coming yea:p

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12:59 PM
y does everyone suddenly seem so concerned abt my lack of assistance? haha. relax guys...

jeex... i've gotten thus far without "assistance" and i'll carry on or i won't get any further. who the hell cares.

Listening To: Westlife- Fool Again

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Tuesday, June 08, 2004

10:15 AM
sigh... wonder how i'm gonna get thru this... the gnawing pain gets worse... but as long as ur happy la...

the dreams/nightmares are getting worse... can't sleep nowadays...

studying everyday non-stop does take a toll i guess... so does having tuition everyday for the nxt 20 or so weeks... gah.

Listening To: Aaliyah- Miss You

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Friday, June 04, 2004

10:34 PM
i really needa stop slacking... dint do any meaningful work today aside from the gp remedial in the morning...

went to watch day after tomorrow with shumin later in the afternoon... heh. not too bad i guess, the movie... interesting as to how global WARMING can cause a freezing effect... 2D and i agreed that to fully understand the movie, u needa be some hotshot geologist or environmentalist... haha. the effects were really quite neat, what with the guy freezing to death the moment he opened the door... as well as the cleaner who opened the door to find that the whole half of the building had been ripped off by a tornado...

go catch the movie. if u want brainless entertainment, with a whole lot of special effects and unexplored relationships and group dynamics... heh.

Listening To: Kavana- Will You Wait For Me

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Wednesday, June 02, 2004

7:55 PM
argh. wth is wrong with me... one whole day and what haf i done? stoned my time away on the com, and studied TWO MEASLY PAGES of econs. fudgecake. only bright side? pizza hut cheese pizza and hot and sour wings for dinner... heheh. yummy!

Listening To: Counting Crows- Accidentally In Love

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shadowy affection

engaging discussion
football

shadowy wishes

-i want what all men want, i just want more

Friends of the Shadow

:: 2D Low[>]
:: Bud-Cousin[>]
:: Bananamaniac Charmaine[>]
:: AbacaDEBRA[>]
:: Deborah Wong the Slack[>]
:: Denise the Neeze[>]
:: Faith the Supermodel[>]
:: Gladys the Shortie[>]
:: Is A Belle the Red Cheeked[>]
:: K-Ci and JOJO[>]
:: Hello Kitty[>]
:: Kenji Benji[>]
:: Junren, JR Tan[>]
:: Lea the Pea[>]
:: Loreal Lynn Theresa, L3[>]
:: Loyalle the Chio[>]
:: Lynette the Perfect & Hardworking[>]
:: Mandy the hpuew[>]
:: Mel of the Liftphobia[>]
:: Mush El the Camelot BOB[>]
:: Muthu Siew[>]
:: peekaboo![>]
:: Petrina Mountebank[>]
:: Piggo Tan[>]
:: PeiChin the Perfect Competition[>]
:: roxy wearing ruoxi[>]
:: rikkie[>]
:: Stevie Wonder[>]
:: Wee Kok the weecock[>]
:: Wesley the Smoking Gun[>]
:: Weize Le Long[>]
:: designer[>]

shadow pictures

:: Schoolies!
:: Schoolies outside of school!
:: friends!
:: xmas party!
:: malaysia truly asia!
:: grandma's bday party!


:: skoolmate parties!
:: Schoolies2!
:: Happy 18th!
:: Baccalaureate
:: Prom!
:: Army Daze!
:: Happy 19th!
:: Made in eendeeah
:: swimfans!
:: g'day mate
:: dinner in tommy
:: 21st

make some sense

best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of her emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

enjoy what i make out of maturity and childish fantasies.

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