Monday, October 25, 2004

6:23 PM
sigh... phys prac was seriously a let down...

the electricity prac wasn't too bad, considering dc circuits is one of my weaker topics... had to change the board once and get all the connections retightened before i could start the prac... thankfully it was smooth sailing after that... the graph i got was quite nice...

then came the major letdown. MAGNETISM. argh. i couldn't get the stationary magnet to repel the pendulum magnet. it kept flipping and attracting no matter how hard i tried... spent a good 20 minutes or so trying and trying, and since i'd alredi had a bit of assistance with the first prac, i didn't want to jeopardize my grade by asking for assistance for the 2nd. not to mention that i'd alredi been given like, extra time, been able to lower the stand to accommodate the fact that i couldn't stand up regularly to reach the damn thing. argh. in any case, i ended up with no graph, totally screwed up readings (entirely negative linear graph anyone?) and probably a supremely failing grade for the whole damn prac. ragh. AND I HAD EXTRA TIME TOO! how the eff could i screw up so badly...

Listening To: A1- One More Try

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Thursday, October 21, 2004

9:06 PM
wonder what army food will be like... i've only got something like 60 odd days to enjoy nice food... anyone think they'd let us pack in instant noodles?

on the other hand, eating army food and training hard is supposed to make you a lean mean fighting machine. haha, hopefully i can get a good body out of the time there

this is sounding seriously himbotic. is there such a word?

Listening To: Robbie Williams- Angels

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

5:51 PM
i just realised that i've been listening to the same song for the last THREE posts. fcuk.

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5:45 PM
january 7th. remember the date. the day i disappear.

i definitely needa meet up with everyone before i'm dragged off to tekong.

Listening To: David Tao- Pu Tong Peng You

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

5:16 PM
why am i sitting here glooming? sigh. listening to the one song that describes how i feel yet makes me feel even worse...

as long as you are happy. six key words.

Listening To: David Tao- Pu Tong Peng You

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Friday, October 15, 2004

6:09 PM
photos are up.

Listening To: David Tao- Normal/Just Friends (Pu Tong Peng You)

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1:10 PM
i stand/blog corrected. it should be the 0.0001% interval.

newae, if u ever need to take ur mind off certain things, the company of friends seems to be the best... had our grad day yday and what a day it was... 120 photos, just think abt tt... i got so exhausted after taking all those pics that i just sat down at the bleachers... hur. i'll put some of the photos up soon. there's just too many to put in their entirety. and i thought being a supermodel and taking photos was easy.

. we went out to genghis khan at taka later to eat with mr how, and it was not exactly the highest quality food, but it was okay... heh. the dory fillet was nice, as was the chicken, but the lamb was kinda a let down.. vegetables was also quite nice... dint really try the buffet... in the end too lazy to get on my crutches and get the food la... heh.

went kbox after that, and fiona joined us... i really like the song wu ding... hehe. sang the duet with fiona, and murdered it totally la... but fiona can sing... newae, they stripped weize in the room, all the way to his underwear and beyond. took some rather indecent photos, but newae... it'll not be a bday he'll forget in a hurry. happy birthday weize...

sigh. the solitude at home can be depressing. i wish the fridge hadn't run out of alcohol and medicine.

Listening To: Silence

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

7:48 PM
when u have a 99.9% confidence interval of failure, it's as good as taking the failure to be a probability of 1.

how's THAT for c math.

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

6:20 PM
a rather eventful two days.... ehehe

yday was the day i was supposed to be able to stand on my own two feet instead of relying on two sexy, shiny, smooth, yet ultimately artifical legs. sadly, that dream was shattered when i found out that the bone hadn't fully healed yet, hence making me use those sexaye legs for a while more... newae, during sch hours, rehan and piggo decided to use me for weights training and carry me down the stairs instead of me using the lift. guys, the life is a machine that is meant for something aside from flabby teachers badly in need of exercise by using the stairs. haha. aside from that, lessons seemed okay, if a bit boring and tiring bcoz i was sick...

today was even better. going to my last ever math lecture in school dint really strike me until i went in and realised it was the last one. what was worse, the attendance was positively pitiful. 5 ppl from my class, namely ashley, faith, me, siwei and shao, a measly TWO ppl from sg1, kamil and junwei, ONE, read ONE person from sg2, kok hwee, and a fair number of sc11 ppl... sigh. so sad la, dan's sun's last lecture and so little ppl went... took pics with him, but unfortunately, kamil isn't meant to be a photographer:p haha. a bit blur... oh wellz... ohoh, the lt was on the 5th level, and since the taking the lift was out as the area was sealed, i had to WALK UP. felt like scaling everest. blah. the way down was easier thanx to ashley/piggo, haha, strongman that he is... carried me all the way down... warauez. STRENGTH. can fight yaqi alredi... okay, i'm rambling...

tmr is the day. the last day of proper school, among other things.

Listening To: K-Ci and Jojo- Tell Me It's Real

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Saturday, October 09, 2004

5:57 PM
K-Ci and Jojo- Tell Me It's Real

Baby you told me that you love me and you'd never leave my side
Through the bitter end through the thick and thin
You promised me baby that you wasn't going anywhere, yes you did
Baby keep it real let me know just how you feel

[Chorus]
Tell me it's real
The feeling that we feel
Tell me that it's real
Don't let love come
Just to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
It's up to me and you
To make this special love
Last forever more


I can't explain the way you make me feel
Everytime you tell me that you love me
And you know you did so many times
Just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
That's when you came along
And showed me happiness
Baby you are the best
I think you're different from the rest
I really love you

[Chorus]

Tell me it's real
This feeling that I feel
Tell me it's real
For your love
I will do anything

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4:23 PM
haiss... falling sick sucks.... seems like there's a bug going arnd... piggo's also sick...

this really compounds a fairly miserable week. can things get any lower? yea i think they can...

oh and debra doesn't reply emails. some friend in need she is. wurgh:p

Listening To: Bee Gees- Emotion

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Thursday, October 07, 2004

7:10 PM
my life is like a jenga set. pull the wrong piece out and the whole tower collapses.

that's how i feel right now.

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Wednesday, October 06, 2004

4:10 PM
why am i blogging now? bcoz i'm free.

newae, only five ppl in class today, quite fun come to think of it... we were discussing all this stuff abt girls and relationships. wesley said gestures are unappreciated. so did siwei. so did shao. so did rehan (kind of). issit true? i know guys for sure can take their girlfriends (if they actually have gfs) for granted. are girls above that? i truly doubt it. i haf seen/experienced first hand how u can be taken for granted.

this discussion was preempted by a short debate on whether the heart of a person mattered. quoth rehan, "why do you see short, poor, fat, ugly people with super hot girlfriends?" tts an extreme example, but i guess it shows that a good heart is most important. then we went into why ppl with good hearts end up jilted, thus leading onto whether gestures and little things you do get taken for granted. i think they do.

Listening To: Zhang Zhen Yue- Ai De Chu Ti Yan

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Monday, October 04, 2004

7:41 PM
should i or shouldn't i? would it destroy a friendship? would i be able to get the courage to say what i want to say? would i even have a chance? would you be worried, hurt, afraid?

i'm more worried abt the second and the last.

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Saturday, October 02, 2004

4:52 PM
my faith in the particular scum of humanity that are Singaporeans has been rekindled.

ie. we're not scum anymore.

had math tuition in the morning, then my faith was rekindled. in the lift down from tuition, a total stranger was kind enough to ask how i injured my leg, and told me to take care bcoz i was still young. what a difference from the hypocritical teachers in acjc who ask how my leg is and go "aiyah, u can get well for a's anot?". the tone of their voice shows how much they truly care abt my leg, and how much they truly care abt whether i'll drag down their a's results bcoz i can't do my exams properly. not that i'm not gonna drag it down newae. oh well, a bit sidetracked here. after i met the lady in the lift, i was waiting for dad at the "lobby". haha. and this guy abt dad's age, came and asked me whether i needed a lift anywhere since i seemed to be lost and waiting. another total stranger who cared, and had nothing to gain by offering me a lift. chances are i'll never meet them again, but thank you both for ur consideration. such a pity there aren't more singaporeans like these, especially the man.

schedule today was a killer. math tuition in the morning, physics extra lesson, then physics tuition. bah.

Listening To: Josh Groban- Vincent

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Friday, October 01, 2004

7:39 PM
a rather good day for studying i guess... worked pretty hard since the morning... had a rather heated discussion abt whether a horizontal asymptote can be cut during math lec, which spilled over into physics lect... haha. did the fluids question of the june paper and went for recess... econs wasn't as productive, seeing as how we were all quite xian, dunno why...

then it was double math, single physics, double gp. wah, talk abt a hell lot of time in that NL container. and the steps are mother steep. try going down them in crutches. haha. add to that the fact that ur "at high tide"... blah. hehe. newae, math was okay, i seem to be getting the hang of questions now, 'cept that it's taking me a long time to do them... at least i can do the questions rite? haha. physics was kinda cool... haha. who knew lee thean hoe was so "in tune" with the type of lifestyle that more... youthful types would enjoy. haha. souping up cars and all... haha, he knew how to turbocharge a car by himself with an add on kit and all... haha. gotta remember that... send any car i get nxt time to him to help me modify:p piggo probably had a good lesson:D newae, gp was seriously a mad house... rehan just kept going ON AND ON. so did deva for that matter... but rehan took the cake. got sent out.... haha.

mugged in sch from abt 230-630. haha. quite effective i guess.... but the determination kinda wore out towards the end... wurgh. started econs discussion with weize, haha, which degenerated into talking cock at the end:p hahaha. oh and i goofed up for dinner... heh. spilt the pasta all over poor joanna. sorry jo! promise i'll make it up to you somehow...

Listening To: Josh Groban- You're Still You

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shadowy affection

engaging discussion
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-i want what all men want, i just want more

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best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of her emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

enjoy what i make out of maturity and childish fantasies.

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