Thursday, December 30, 2004

3:00 PM
from 7th january, to an unknown date in april, to 6th january.

guess why i didn't get my enlistment date earlier. they left my file with the medical office until now. wth. haha. the efficiency of the Singapore Armed Forces. their catchphrase? "hurry up and wait."

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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

3:42 PM
been a lot happening lately... christmas parties, post christmas parties and all tha jazz...

the christmas party at my place was pretty okay... haha. enjoyed the company... sometimes being the only child can get a bit lonely and boring. oh wellz. played a bit of indian poker after the gathering with the ppl that stayed back and got pretty drunk... haha. luckily no puke or anything... would anyone care to enlighten me though, why you dun feel like puking until u drink water to try and wash the alcohol away? haha.

fiona's party was fun too... haha. the food was pretty good, company was great. having crazy ppl like pigo and shao arnd can't hurt. haha. pity abt the weather... shan't go into what happened at the party, but let's just say that it wasn't exactly CLEAN fun. haha. i quote joses, "it's a chamber of sin" hahahha. from drinking, indian poker and all to turning the place into a nightclub. haha. the amazing thing was that i could actually sleep thru all the ppl dancing arnd me and the loud throbbing music. hahaha.

shared a cab back to holland village with rehan and then switched to the bus home. fell asleep on the bus. gah. lucky i woke up before i missed my stop... hehe. showered when i got home and fell asleep... 0800-1300 sleep. haha. just nice, got up for lunch, called debra then came home to do chores. i really appreciate having nancy arnd now. haha. though sometimes it doesn't seem like she does much, BOY, when u haf to do it urself, haha, u realise how time consuming it is....

Listening To: David Tao- Liu Sha

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Jason just concealed himself in the shadows

Friday, December 24, 2004

6:06 PM
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Jason 2. Jace. 3. siewsan
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. Lamb Chops 2. the cookie monster 3. jason -=insert song title here=-
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. i don't hold grudges 2. dun shop alot. 3. i dun really like myself.
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. i get depressed. 2. looks, wished i looked better. 3. personality.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. chinese teochew 2. peranakan. 3. thai.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. rejection. 2. snakes. 3. not doing my best.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. shower. 2. eating and drinking. 3. sex. haha.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. acjc soccer t-shirt. 2. soccer shorts. 3. underwear
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists(at the moment)): 1. David Tao. 2. Simple Plan. 3. Kelis. haha.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: 1. Liu Sha. 2. Pu Tong Peng You. 3. Milkshake.
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: 1. cook western dishes. 2. shooting a rifle. 3. maintaining a straight face as the sergeant swears at me.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given): 1. trust. 2. laughter. 3. stability including independence.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: 1. i'm not rich. 2. i'm not attractive to the opposite sex. 3. i'm good at football.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. eyes. 2. legs. 3. ass. haha.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 1. elastico! argh. 2. get a gf. 3. sing.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. soccer. 2. soccer. 3. sex.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. haf some company. 2. see her. 3. die of boredom and loneliness.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. diplomat. 2. financial analyst 3. journalist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. japan. 2. hawaii. 3. maldives
THREE KID'S NAMES: 1. ryan. 2. christopher. 3. huimin.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. get laid. 2. make 1 billion. 3. dominate the world. mwahahaha.
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO DO THIS MEME: 1. idiots with nothing to do (namely me) 2. ppl who took the time to read thru everything. 3. ppl with blogs.

Listening To: Eminem- Sing For The Moment

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Thursday, December 23, 2004

2:08 AM
haha. crave rocked... debbie looked damn good la! woot. seriously, the winner CANNOT make it. there would've been so many better choices than her. no offence. haha. dunno why they chose her but oh well... the emcee was just stopping short of throwing herself at leslie kwok. here's an adapted version of the conversation.

emcee (to deb's friend): "so what pickup line would u use if ur trying to pick up leslie kwok?"
deb's friend: "might be censored here..."
emcee: "just one line..."
deb's friend: "whoa, hot bod."
emcee (to leslie kwok): "would you go out with a girl that tells you whoa hot bod?"
leslie kwok: "well you never know, i just might..."
emcee: "okay then, WHOA HOT BOD. VERY VERY HOT BOD."

either she's trying to be funny and failing miserably or she's just desperate. haha. not that she needs to be... she's actually quite hot herself:) and what's the big deal abt leslie kwok??!! ahah. girls were just like staring la. tsk. and u call men chauvinistic when we ogle. haha.

Listening To: Wang Lee Hom and Candy Lo- Hao Xing Fen Shou

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Jason just concealed himself in the shadows

Sunday, December 19, 2004

5:43 PM
anybody want to go to crave with me? haha. like so many ppl not so keen... hmm.

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Saturday, December 18, 2004

11:14 AM
after a slight hiatus from blogging. i'm back. oh hooray.

freaking bored la... sighz. been to bangkok, and believe me, it's as dirty and seedy as expected. haha. dirty meaning really filthy la. rubbish on the roads, ppl just sitting there looking like they're rotting. i feel really bad abt not being able to give them something to tide them by, but the age old adage goes that if u give something to one of them, you'll haf a whole horde of the beggers following you...

came back by myself... quite invigorating to travel by urself... speaking of which, i needa get my passport photo changed... haha. a pri 6 photo for an 18 year old tends to attract rather curious stares as to whether it is your own passport...

newae, back in singapore there hasn't been much to do either... going to town, running errands, going out with friends... met fiona to watch alexander a few days back... the movie was boring but it was fun in a way... haha. listening to fiong laugh her head off at all the gay scenes. i just couldn't watch. i quote fiong "it's a faggot party" haha. that was on thurs. went to watch tjc's band concert with peeks last nite... haha. met a couple of her zany friends, to put it euphemistically. haha. how anyone can get so high on 5% alcohol is beyond me...

Listening To: The First Noel

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Friday, December 10, 2004

5:31 PM
prom was a blast. or rather, the post prom party was a blast... haha. prom itself was more abt taking photos than anything else... aha. think shuann had a really tough job trying to keep ppl focused... the food was okay, but definitely not worth the money... haha. i like the cold prawn thingie though... tt was nice.. haha.

newae, zouk was really enjoyable. haha. all sorts of scandals... tsk tsk. SONGLOO. haha. oh and weize was the one man show, dancing alone on the podium, and enjoying himself a lot... haha. lotsa ppl got drunk, and me, being sober, haha, could only stand back and watch the fireworks, or in this case, vomitworks... puke fountaining everywhere, need i say more... haha.

had to recuperate until today... haha. went to play soccer and i'm glad to say i came out of it unscathed and think i didn't play too badly... seem pretty sharp so tts good:) the sun was a killer though...

prom pics are up:)

Listening To: 2B3- Excuse My French

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Monday, December 06, 2004

4:08 PM
My Dream Garage

1. BMW Z4 (Sapphire Black/Pearl White)
2. Mercedes-Benz CLS55 AMG (Silver)
3. BMW 645Ci (Black)
4. Ferrari F430 (Red)
5. Porsche Carrera GT (Silver)
6. Mercedes/McLaren SLR (Black)
7. BMW X5 (Black)
8. Volvo XC90 (Silver)
9. Pagani Zonda (Red)
10. Rolls-Royce Phantom/Maybach/Bentley Arnage T (all silver)

haha, maybe i should replace the volvo with a lamborghini murcielago or gallardo. haha.

Listening To: Fat Joe feat. Eminem- Lean Back (Terror Squad Remix)

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Sunday, December 05, 2004

10:21 AM
well, a holiday in malaysia. what to say... haha.

went parasailing, jetskiing, oh and played beach soccer! hahaha. mom watched and said i was a player more abt style than content...haha. think my doctor must be having a heart attack rite now, not supposed to play for another 4 months... the after effects were slightly depressing... leg aching, can't run for a while again... sighz. newae, the whole holiday was really fun... heh. not to mention fairly cheap... kudos to mom for picking out the places... KL was full of shopping, but i STILL CAN'T FIND MY RED MERCURIAL VAPOURS. gah. smsed a few ppl when i was there... haha. hope my phone bill doesn't rise too high... ehehe.

came home to a rather rude shock. but oh well, should make the most of it right... looked for a christmas tree and gotta set it up today... eheh.

oh, add kate bosworth and charlize theron to that hot girls list:p

Listening To: Christmas Carols- Deck the Halls

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shadowy affection

engaging discussion
football

shadowy wishes

-i want what all men want, i just want more

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:: Schoolies!
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:: friends!
:: xmas party!
:: malaysia truly asia!
:: grandma's bday party!


:: skoolmate parties!
:: Schoolies2!
:: Happy 18th!
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:: 21st

make some sense

best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of her emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

enjoy what i make out of maturity and childish fantasies.

credit to the original author for her work, slightly edited by me

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