Friday, June 24, 2005
10:23 PM
okay, my posting has been cancelled, due to the fact that i got downgraded... but i guess rp is bad newae... haha. even staff didn't seem to enthu when i mentioned it to him... haha. and weichiang is getting screwed upside down in there.. oh well. clerk it is for me then...
i'm actually starting to think of staying until my attachment is over... think it'll be a good challenge... plus can use philly willy kang as a shield. haha. anything just direct any inquiries abt abusing us to the legend who has so many badges his uniforms are perpetually distorted. haha.
durian feast in camp today.. haha. tekong is really a bountiful place... and we used parangs to hack the durians open... no small knives for me:) haha. wonder what it'd do to a man's head... or a woman's... come to think of it, some durians were abt the size of a teenage girl's head... and i managed to split one cleanly, beat all the sergeants. mwahahah. maybe i should jst sign up as a durian opener... hahaha.
hope my posting doesn't come too soon then... think i'm not ready to leave echo yet. haha.
Listening To: Robbie Williams- Angels
i'm actually starting to think of staying until my attachment is over... think it'll be a good challenge... plus can use philly willy kang as a shield. haha. anything just direct any inquiries abt abusing us to the legend who has so many badges his uniforms are perpetually distorted. haha.
durian feast in camp today.. haha. tekong is really a bountiful place... and we used parangs to hack the durians open... no small knives for me:) haha. wonder what it'd do to a man's head... or a woman's... come to think of it, some durians were abt the size of a teenage girl's head... and i managed to split one cleanly, beat all the sergeants. mwahahah. maybe i should jst sign up as a durian opener... hahaha.
hope my posting doesn't come too soon then... think i'm not ready to leave echo yet. haha.
Listening To: Robbie Williams- Angels
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
5:36 PM
okay, take that prev post with a pinch of salt. i'm getting my posting on teh 28th of june.
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4:36 PM
not too good a day... didn't wake up in a very good mood newae, but still...
i hate the army. i truly do. it's a place where ppl who have no self-worth decide to take it out on ppl who are in places more unfortunate. freaking dxo. jst bcoz he's a civilian and worth some sort of rank... i just got backstabbed by the way. wth permanent posting to tekong...
feeling very ignored sometimes... why do i feel like i'm losing touch with you? and a lot of other friends besides... like DEBRA QUEK. better talk to me soon. haha. not that she'll read this... but you are more impt... not like you'll read this either, but yeah... sad to think it can go this way...
finally, i'm down with diahrroea. how the eff do u spell diahrroea? is that correct? the doctor didn't really believe me, wondering why i needed an mc from clerical work. if only she knew. byetch.
one more thing, who's the al that took my quiz? damn scary. gets a higher score than some of my close friends. wurgh.
Oh God if I agree, what horrors wait for me...
Listening To: Phantom of the Opera- Twisted Every Way
i hate the army. i truly do. it's a place where ppl who have no self-worth decide to take it out on ppl who are in places more unfortunate. freaking dxo. jst bcoz he's a civilian and worth some sort of rank... i just got backstabbed by the way. wth permanent posting to tekong...
feeling very ignored sometimes... why do i feel like i'm losing touch with you? and a lot of other friends besides... like DEBRA QUEK. better talk to me soon. haha. not that she'll read this... but you are more impt... not like you'll read this either, but yeah... sad to think it can go this way...
finally, i'm down with diahrroea. how the eff do u spell diahrroea? is that correct? the doctor didn't really believe me, wondering why i needed an mc from clerical work. if only she knew. byetch.
one more thing, who's the al that took my quiz? damn scary. gets a higher score than some of my close friends. wurgh.
Oh God if I agree, what horrors wait for me...
Listening To: Phantom of the Opera- Twisted Every Way
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
9:22 AM
hmm... kind of a lot to blog abt lately... i'll start with the ppl in my life.
met lynette at orchard yday... haha. had a good time catching up with her before she went off to work at muddy murphy's.. her colleagues are also quite interesting... haha. AND, she has a polaroid camera... i mean. WHAT. haha. thought those were like outdated. an anachronism in today's day and age of digicams... newae, went to coffee bean then went to shop for isabelle's gift with her, where she met and chatted to angela. haha. quite a few ac ppl out and arnd. oh and it's very amusing watching the two of them "argue" haha.
abt a week ago, went to watch PCK the musical with Jo... poor thing was sick and lost her voice but still went... how nice.... haha. newae, here's a warning to all u prospective viewers... DO NOT WATCH IT. such a waste of money... lucky it was free:) haha. and the company more than made up for it:) ehehe. haven't seen her in ages... in any case, some parts were good, sheikh haikel was quite funny, and gurmit singh's song abt if i have you was pretty sweet. but that's abt all that could be said for it. haha. and it was good to see her again.
met annabelle at wheelock place. haha. she actually still remembers me la.. considering the last time i saw her was in sec sch... haha. she still looks damn good. haha. thought women were supposed to look bad after having children... newae, she was talking to aaron aziz. i think. the heartlanders guy. haha. he's taller in real life...
Isabelle's bday was yday, happy bday isabelle! had a really great time catching up with junren, mark chow and co at the party... haha. talking cock and reminiscing abt the good old BMT days. sigh.
okay, i shan't go any further... the linkage of thoughts will lead me to army and i'll be depressed. haiss.
my bday's coming up. ppl you have slightly less than a month to get my presents. MWAHAHA. kidding, just turn up yea... oh and 2sg4, it's supposed to be our class gathering as well so come hell or high water, even if u have to awol, u better turn up. yes that's you mr ocs cadet wee weize. haha.
Listening To: Phantom of the Opera- Think Of Me
met lynette at orchard yday... haha. had a good time catching up with her before she went off to work at muddy murphy's.. her colleagues are also quite interesting... haha. AND, she has a polaroid camera... i mean. WHAT. haha. thought those were like outdated. an anachronism in today's day and age of digicams... newae, went to coffee bean then went to shop for isabelle's gift with her, where she met and chatted to angela. haha. quite a few ac ppl out and arnd. oh and it's very amusing watching the two of them "argue" haha.
abt a week ago, went to watch PCK the musical with Jo... poor thing was sick and lost her voice but still went... how nice.... haha. newae, here's a warning to all u prospective viewers... DO NOT WATCH IT. such a waste of money... lucky it was free:) haha. and the company more than made up for it:) ehehe. haven't seen her in ages... in any case, some parts were good, sheikh haikel was quite funny, and gurmit singh's song abt if i have you was pretty sweet. but that's abt all that could be said for it. haha. and it was good to see her again.
met annabelle at wheelock place. haha. she actually still remembers me la.. considering the last time i saw her was in sec sch... haha. she still looks damn good. haha. thought women were supposed to look bad after having children... newae, she was talking to aaron aziz. i think. the heartlanders guy. haha. he's taller in real life...
Isabelle's bday was yday, happy bday isabelle! had a really great time catching up with junren, mark chow and co at the party... haha. talking cock and reminiscing abt the good old BMT days. sigh.
okay, i shan't go any further... the linkage of thoughts will lead me to army and i'll be depressed. haiss.
my bday's coming up. ppl you have slightly less than a month to get my presents. MWAHAHA. kidding, just turn up yea... oh and 2sg4, it's supposed to be our class gathering as well so come hell or high water, even if u have to awol, u better turn up. yes that's you mr ocs cadet wee weize. haha.
Listening To: Phantom of the Opera- Think Of Me
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Friday, June 17, 2005
3:52 PM
I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!
something i created while i was bored... the original link was from peeks' blog... see how well u know me:p
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You are sad because of your grief
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Listening To: David Tao- Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta
something i created while i was bored... the original link was from peeks' blog... see how well u know me:p
You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds, but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.
Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J. Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and teary eyes
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Listening To: David Tao- Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
2:10 PM
i was blogsurfing and i started coming across these rather worrying posts abt shopping. i shan't list the websites and all, to better protect their identities. from what i see, haha, they've alredi got enough adverse publicity as it is...
in any case, what worried me was their shopping habits. i mean, they speak of $1200 bags like it's no big deal. burnt just like that on a bag. WHAT. seriously, how can anybody spend this type of money without even feeling a twinge of pain? and it just gets better.. haha. the girl doesn't buy one bag. she buys MANY. ouch. give me the money man. haha. charity doesn't exist nowadays...
oh and her bf found a really sweet way to apologise to her. damn. haha. diabetes.
Listening To: Black Eyed Peas- Don't Phunk With My Heart
in any case, what worried me was their shopping habits. i mean, they speak of $1200 bags like it's no big deal. burnt just like that on a bag. WHAT. seriously, how can anybody spend this type of money without even feeling a twinge of pain? and it just gets better.. haha. the girl doesn't buy one bag. she buys MANY. ouch. give me the money man. haha. charity doesn't exist nowadays...
oh and her bf found a really sweet way to apologise to her. damn. haha. diabetes.
Listening To: Black Eyed Peas- Don't Phunk With My Heart
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1:10 PM
i'm starting to wonder whether i'm just using the army as an excuse for rotting...
i mean, i get a free week, and what do i do? i rot at home... to be sure, the weather isn't very good for swimming and such, but still... i didn't do anything productive. never mind the lack of ppl to go out with, but i could've done so much more with the time... instead i stone in front of the com... doing NOTHING. can u believe it... i dun even play games that much. just stone and listen to mp3s... blah. should've gone out by myself or something... or maybe it's just tt i dun feel like going out... my friends also have their own lives so yea... stoning at home.
so, i stay in camp rotting. i stay at home rotting. the only thing good abt being at home is the freedom. the only thing bad? not exercising. hrmf.
good news though, my medical board is up nxt week... dunno what date yet. wth. and here i though the army was very big on planning. haha.
haf guard duty TOMORROW. got told this morning. sigh. School's Smartest Mat indeed. haha. read the initials:)
Listening To: Craig David- Walking Away
i mean, i get a free week, and what do i do? i rot at home... to be sure, the weather isn't very good for swimming and such, but still... i didn't do anything productive. never mind the lack of ppl to go out with, but i could've done so much more with the time... instead i stone in front of the com... doing NOTHING. can u believe it... i dun even play games that much. just stone and listen to mp3s... blah. should've gone out by myself or something... or maybe it's just tt i dun feel like going out... my friends also have their own lives so yea... stoning at home.
so, i stay in camp rotting. i stay at home rotting. the only thing good abt being at home is the freedom. the only thing bad? not exercising. hrmf.
good news though, my medical board is up nxt week... dunno what date yet. wth. and here i though the army was very big on planning. haha.
haf guard duty TOMORROW. got told this morning. sigh. School's Smartest Mat indeed. haha. read the initials:)
Listening To: Craig David- Walking Away
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Friday, June 10, 2005
7:43 PM
so. i've been pangsehd twice in a week. both for understandable reasons, but blah. not a good feeling. heh..
indochine tmr and nobody told me:( oh well, now i know who friends are... so much for being in the know.
maybe i should just stay in camp the nxt time i get off. no point... like i said to yongen, there's nobody/nothing/no friends for me to bother to come out for.
go listen to the song i'm listening to now. great song.
Listening To: Simple Plan- I'm Just A Kid
indochine tmr and nobody told me:( oh well, now i know who friends are... so much for being in the know.
maybe i should just stay in camp the nxt time i get off. no point... like i said to yongen, there's nobody/nothing/no friends for me to bother to come out for.
go listen to the song i'm listening to now. great song.
Listening To: Simple Plan- I'm Just A Kid
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
10:39 PM
sigh. just got my rejection letter from SMU. guess i should've seen it coming from a long way off... oh well... at least i got NUS rite?
more on universities, overseas applications and preparations have to start like now... so, cornell, ucla, nyu, british columbia, canterbury... and *shudders* the name, haha, TUFTS. isabelle's recommendation. what a name. Tufts, i mean, not isabelle. what subjects should i take for SATIIs... physics? ech. Maths? so rusty i'd die... chem? never been my strong subject. CHINESE. haha. maybe...
spoke with mel online a while ago... ahaha. the woman is looking hotter and hotter by the day... haha. her photos, whoo. okay, enough buaya comments. haha. my heart is still given to that one special person...
Listening To: Phantom of the Opera- All I Ask Of You
more on universities, overseas applications and preparations have to start like now... so, cornell, ucla, nyu, british columbia, canterbury... and *shudders* the name, haha, TUFTS. isabelle's recommendation. what a name. Tufts, i mean, not isabelle. what subjects should i take for SATIIs... physics? ech. Maths? so rusty i'd die... chem? never been my strong subject. CHINESE. haha. maybe...
spoke with mel online a while ago... ahaha. the woman is looking hotter and hotter by the day... haha. her photos, whoo. okay, enough buaya comments. haha. my heart is still given to that one special person...
Listening To: Phantom of the Opera- All I Ask Of You
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
6:46 PM
the night before going back a day early for guard duty... haiss. dun u think burning ur sunday doing guard duty sucks... haha. oh well, everyone else has gone thru it..
found out echo is going thru a lull period, not doing aslc... haha. think abt that... nothing to do there, whole day just basic admin... hahahah. wonder where all the "bosses" will be going... hurhur. pity there isn't internet access... ho well... can use the time to study for basic theory... haha. think i'm gonna fail man... 12th july:p
planning for my bday is becoming more and more troubling... dunno where to hold it... probably won't be sentosa anymore... ahha. there's a surprise replacement though:p shao knows... then fiona can get her wish to dress up granted... talked to siwei abt bgr stuff yday... amazing how i can dispense advice when MY bgr life is totally non-existent... haha. hoo well...
Listening To: N'Sync- I Drive Myself Crazy
found out echo is going thru a lull period, not doing aslc... haha. think abt that... nothing to do there, whole day just basic admin... hahahah. wonder where all the "bosses" will be going... hurhur. pity there isn't internet access... ho well... can use the time to study for basic theory... haha. think i'm gonna fail man... 12th july:p
planning for my bday is becoming more and more troubling... dunno where to hold it... probably won't be sentosa anymore... ahha. there's a surprise replacement though:p shao knows... then fiona can get her wish to dress up granted... talked to siwei abt bgr stuff yday... amazing how i can dispense advice when MY bgr life is totally non-existent... haha. hoo well...
Listening To: N'Sync- I Drive Myself Crazy
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
8:19 PM
okay, after a short break from blogging, i'm back... *listens to the silence of no applause*
haha. newae, i went for a ride in a car today with the two cousins... joy's driving needs to be more confident but other than that it wasn't too nerve-wrecking an experience... haha. hopefully i can justify grace's confidence in me that i wouldn't have problems with my driving test... ehehe.
waiting for posting is seriously starting to rankle. i mean, caleb's in guards, so many of my platoon mates went to OCS, shao and siwei are in cq course, david and isaac are pilots... me? i'm stuck rotting as a "not-clerk" in echo company. sigh... i feel so useless... not doing anything interesting or even meaningful... blah. really wish i could be like junren and just wait and tahan until his "predicament" is over in two years... but i can't... i really hate this feeling of not doing anything... can't imagine what would happen, if and when i have kids, they'll ask "dad, what did u do in the army?" and i'll say, "i was an OOC". wth. sighz... i don't mind a non-combat posting, just something which is honourable and at least challenging... or at least special. sigh.
gonna sign up for driving tmr, pending approval from parents... guard duty this sunday, which sucks even more... maybe i should've asked for a recourse...
Listening To: 3 Doors Down- Here Without You
haha. newae, i went for a ride in a car today with the two cousins... joy's driving needs to be more confident but other than that it wasn't too nerve-wrecking an experience... haha. hopefully i can justify grace's confidence in me that i wouldn't have problems with my driving test... ehehe.
waiting for posting is seriously starting to rankle. i mean, caleb's in guards, so many of my platoon mates went to OCS, shao and siwei are in cq course, david and isaac are pilots... me? i'm stuck rotting as a "not-clerk" in echo company. sigh... i feel so useless... not doing anything interesting or even meaningful... blah. really wish i could be like junren and just wait and tahan until his "predicament" is over in two years... but i can't... i really hate this feeling of not doing anything... can't imagine what would happen, if and when i have kids, they'll ask "dad, what did u do in the army?" and i'll say, "i was an OOC". wth. sighz... i don't mind a non-combat posting, just something which is honourable and at least challenging... or at least special. sigh.
gonna sign up for driving tmr, pending approval from parents... guard duty this sunday, which sucks even more... maybe i should've asked for a recourse...
Listening To: 3 Doors Down- Here Without You
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