Wednesday, August 31, 2005

10:26 PM
haha, i got this from the mr.brown blog...

brings back sad memories indeed. oh well... what women think.

10. I think of you as a brother. (You remind me of that f**king pest. And I'm not into incest either.)
9. There's a slight difference in our ages. (You are one jurassic geezer.)
8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way. (You are the ugliest freak I've ever laid eyes upon.)
7. My life is too complicated right now. (I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I'm seeing.)
6. I've got a boyfriend (He's my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's).
5. I don't date men where I work. (Actually, I wouldn't even date you if you were in the same 'solar system', much less the same building.)
4. It's not you, it's me. (It's not me, it's you.)
3. I'm concentrating on my career. (Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.)
2. I'm celibate. (I've sworn off only the men like you.)
1. Let's be friends. (I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I meet and have fun with. It's that male perspective
thing)

Listening To: Zhang Zhen Yue- Yong Qi

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

8:54 PM
sigh... not much impetus to blog nowadays...

lets see... storeman course is junk... nothing much to do with me... especially since i'm not one of those that uses the systems in place a lot... even the course commander said so. waste time lah, waste time...

saw a rather gross show of public affection on the mrt home today... a lot of kissing and cuddling and muttering sweet nothings at each other in one corner of the mrt. puke. i mean, arm arnd the shoulders, okay... holding hands, okay... endearing looks, okay... but this stuff is jst... vomit. for crying out loud get a damn room...

yet... sigh. a part of me knows that i'll never be able to do that with the someone i feel so much for, even in a more private setting...

on another note, losing touch with all my friends, one by one, two by two... (sounds like TOK's galang gal) haven't heard from so many ppl for such a long time... guess it's true what shao says... ppl always leave... maybe i should jst stop caring... let them leave... i'll always make new friends rite? sigh.

if i died tomorrow, trampled by a tonner, a box of bii tools bashes my head, run over by a rover, would anyone know? would anyone care... would you?

Listening To: Jay Chou- Gui Ji

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

11:11 AM
feeling lost... walking on a tightrope over a dark abyss of all the dark emotions one can think of...

i wish things could be different, but things won't ever be that way will they...

oh well, life goes on...

Listening To: Jay Chou- Xing Qing

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

6:12 PM
i finally understand now... thank God for His blessing in helping me understand.

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Saturday, August 06, 2005

10:35 PM
so last nite hurt. a lot. yet in it all, i had one thought while we were walking by the bay. that it was so good to jst walk and talk with you. i'm torn up inside, going thru unending torment. but it has to be that way. for ur sake and happiness.

Songs I'm Listening To that tear me up.
1. N'Sync- I Drive Myself Crazy
2. David Tao- Jiu Shi Ai Ni
3. David Tao- Pu Tong Peng You
4. Phantom of the Opera- Think Of Me
5. David Tao- Liu Sha
6. SHIN- Yi Liao Bai Liao
7. Bryan Adams- Please Forgive Me
8. Michael Jackson- You Are Not Alone
9. Simple Plan- Addicted
10. Michael Buble- Only Fools Rush In

Please forgive me, I know not what i do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving You

Now I toss and turn, coz i'm without You
Now i'm missing You so bad...

And now i'm left, with all this pain
I've only got myself to blame

Think of me waiting, silent and resigned
Imagine me, trying too hard to put You from my mind
Recall those days, look back on all those times,
Think of the things we'll never do
There will never be a day, where i won't think of You

Whisper three words and i'll come running
And girl You know i'll be there

I don't know why i'm still waiting
I can't make you mine
I'm trying to forget that i'm addicted to You

Jiu shi ai Ni
Ai ze Ni...

Wo yuan yi gai bian...
Cong xin zai lai yi bian
Wo wu fa zi shi pu tong peng you
Gan qing yi na me shen
Jiao wo zhen me fang shou

Ai Qing Hao Xiang Liu Sha
Ming zhi gai duo ta
Wu fa zi ba, oh baby, shi wo tai sha...

Li kai wo ni shuo shi wei le wo hao
Ke zhi dao ze ju hua shang ren bu shao


Coz I Can't Help... Falling in Love With You

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Jason just concealed himself in the shadows

shadowy affection

engaging discussion
football

shadowy wishes

-i want what all men want, i just want more

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:: Schoolies!
:: Schoolies outside of school!
:: friends!
:: xmas party!
:: malaysia truly asia!
:: grandma's bday party!


:: skoolmate parties!
:: Schoolies2!
:: Happy 18th!
:: Baccalaureate
:: Prom!
:: Army Daze!
:: Happy 19th!
:: Made in eendeeah
:: swimfans!
:: g'day mate
:: dinner in tommy
:: 21st

make some sense

best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of her emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

enjoy what i make out of maturity and childish fantasies.

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